Monday, November 23, 2009


going italy soooooon! :D well on the 14th though. which is kinda long. hahahaa. and i know it has been long before i posted. i kinda say that every post recently, don't i? :D nvm abt that. how are you? (:

i've been watching a long lost BUT wonderful tv series- friends. hahaha. you know, jennifer aniston was so hot when she was 25. not that she's not hot now but she was hotter :D and those friends were lame mann. these friends can practically stay me up all night, both the real friends like these and the tv series. if you don't get what i actually mean, it's alr. :D hahaha. awesome show. their lives are so fun and interesting! hahaha. right, it's a tv series, that's why. lol.

won't you wana be like them? hahaha.

now, having an american girlfriend doesn't sound bad ehhs. ok, i shall stop. but for the last, i hope i'll have hollywood friends! so awesome. it's beyond words if you have friends; such as jennifer aniston! hayden panetierre, courteney cox, kristen bell, taylor swift. and so. hahhaa. it's like. hey jennifer, how have you been? and she replies: i've been great. i just had filming. what abt you? hahaa. okkkkk, it's my dream. as i keep hoping. not wishing. there's a slight diff. :D

so. italy is gona have me as a tourist soon. can't wait to have a long ride of 16 hours in the plane. and of course it's SIA, if not we'd just die. or suffer. it's to and fro mann. that's more than a day in the plane! lol. i can finally see those attraction i see on the net, books and some such and some not even in there! if you don't get me again, it's alr. hahha. i'm just spamming the keyboard, not considering the presentation. lol. anws, italy will be funnnn! enjoy, regent! (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
you'll probably see the next post after christmas. (:


rock on
x 00:23 x

Saturday, November 07, 2009


WATCH "A STARRY NIGHT"

http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/subway_drama_series/




rock on
x 23:22 x

Tuesday, November 03, 2009


let this blog dieee! hahha.

i was just kidding. im bored you see. but i dun mind the free time i can anyhow spenddd! :D

btw, i failed history, like really badly. hahha. din study. i got lyk 34% hahaha. but my corresponding humanities combined with history, ss, i din study as well! and guess what! i got 74%! im like one of the top! hahaha. i din study! i promise! hahhaa. so overall, i got 54. lol. others are as usual. except for physics. hahaha. somehow, i got B3. :( sad. L1R5 even worse. shall say no more. :D

obs camp was torturous on the first day and gradually, it bcame better, much better, esp the sleeping in the tent. burning on the first day. freezing on the last. hahha. kayaked for three days or 12 hours. hahah. and for more than 27km! :D awesome ehhs. :p

so. i love home now. ohh, and i din bathe for 2 days. one of the days, we got a rinse, which we considered great. lol.

-!SmILeS!- =)
HI.


rock on
x 20:54 x

Thursday, October 22, 2009


finally ! exams are over! hahaha. yeah, after like ages. :D now the thing is the results. i doubt i'd do as well as i did for mid-year. :( my sis in aussie. so sian. lol.

i've been slping for 12 hours! hahhaa. recharged alr. :D from 11-11. hahaa. awesome yeah. after the loss of slp during the exam period. i woke up just now, and prepared to do my work. hahaa. but i rmbed that it's time to relax. i woke up at 8 okayyyyyy. so i went back to slp again, peacefully. just have the habit of doing work if i have time. shall break this habit temporarily.

going obs sooon! it's on monday and when my sis is back too. lol. or sunday. not sure either. hahha. but i think it's monday. so we wun get to meet. and thr's no sku today and tmr cos my exams are over, as i mentioned, and i have no papers today- lit and tmr- art. :D

awesome.

-!SmILeS!- =)



rock on
x 11:01 x

Friday, October 16, 2009


for a moment, i'm thinking what am i suppose to do. ohya, exams aren't over yet.

lol. okkk. anws! i've been tired my life long. hahaha. and my family and i just sent my sis off to melbourne for a tour around melbourne since she's planning to study there for four long years. it drags time.

walked with my sis around marina square before she left and we walked aimlessly. from women's apparel to fast food. hahaha.

i'm gona fall asleep in no time. but before that, i need to bathe.

-!SmILeS!- =)
add a catalyst to the clock


rock on
x 23:32 x

Wednesday, October 14, 2009


NO SCHOOL TMR. cos tmr lit and bio exam. i take neither of these. :D

mugging chem tmr the whole day that falls on fri. (:

so... tired.

niites. :D

OH. a.math was practically a killer. there are doubts with my A1 now. :(

-!SmILeS!- =)
21st, coming soon.


rock on
x 22:07 x

Wednesday, October 07, 2009


today! as boring. hahha. okk. not quite. at least today at sku wasn't as bad cos we mugged hardcore. hahaha. it was rather fun. bcos... it's like a studying marathon in which everything was revised and hints were exposed! hahaa.

yeah. friday's english. can't wait till the 21st. and i bet some skus have alr ended their exams by then. :(

i got obs at least! hahaha. ohh. and i for post-exam activities, there were 3 choices- archery, dancing, fencing. guess which one i picked! (:

can't wait for eoys to end. i cnt believe the fun i'll have then!

okk, for now, mug. :(

stole and snatched
robbed and plundered,
no way can i,
get through this thunder

-!SmILeS!-
you'd scar


rock on
x 22:43 x

Wednesday, September 30, 2009


did you felt the tremor at about 6.15pm? hahhaa. that was freaking scaryyyy....

i was lyk at tuition and then i thought i felt dizzy. i kept looking around but lyk nth lehhs. lol. so i thought it was just me, until my tutor asked us if we felt any swaying, or it was just her. hahaha. i acquiesced. so i knew that it was not just me. hahaha, until then did everyone felt how i felt. i was abt to puke cann. i have somehow this sensitivity for shakes. lol. i think. i over-sensitive. hahaha. i can feel so much that i can feel dizzy even on minor shakes. hahaha. but it was funnn. :D

anws, i went back to SHSS to collect my ez-link card. kinda awesome that i saw my friends again. (: rite gwen, vinise, joshua, gerald, nicole and so. :D hahha awesome mannnn. i wanted to go tmr, but little did i know that they will be having english exam tmr and that i went today instead of tmr was a good choice. :D took some pics in which i was kinda, awkward. haha. cos so long didn't see them alr. (:

welllllll, i've got nth much to say. :D

sku today! i was freaking tired!! i feel asleep during mt lesson! hahha. and the best part is that my chinese cher has been shouting. okk, that was he always does so... we're kinda immune to it. my a.math cher is as loud. lol. tmr is thursday. probably the most boring day. friday will finally be here sooon! :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
i'll switch if




rock on
x 19:52 x

Sunday, September 27, 2009


i decided that this MUST be a happy post. as well as the upcoming posts. :D hahha. cos someone mentioned abt my emoish posts. hahaa.

so. today i had demo, again. awesome mann. its like i'll show the world my proness. but somehow, i took 3 attempts to have the plank broken. well, zibing said by right it should be broken. hahha. i thought i underestimated the plank.

and then all the zainess came into place. esp the synchronized pattern. that one is the most impressive. (: but if one can do the cartwheel kick well, it'll definitely top the list. hahha. and there was this aikido demo. kinda, er random? lol. shall not say anymore.

yeah. went to take lunch after a walk from the interchange to and fro, up and down in tampines 1 and finally decided to eat at some random place. chicken rice one. lol. kinda unhygienic. i bought the drinks and in it, it lies a dead insect. not sure what it was. probably a male mosquito. apparently, i asked for a new cup. but one wasn't enough! i had another drink- milo.

reached hme and i thought no one was home. on the phone, i walked around and sat in my mum's car (was unlocked but in my 'garage'. not garage but just an open space meant for car- it's singular).i called my mum after which and realized that my sis was home. but in her room.

today's weather, being hot, as usual, i switched on the air-con and slpt on the hard floor for an hour, and another hour on the bed after chatting on the phone. hahaha. yeah.

went swimming and that's probably my day.(:

-!SmILeS!- =)
i wana demo again!


rock on
x 19:41 x

Monday, September 21, 2009


SIMON DADDY! (my goddad)
CONGRATTS ON FINDING ME A GODMUM, JUSTINA MUM/ SIMPLY A WONDERFUL WIFE! (:

HAVE A BLISSFUL MARRIAGE! :D

GOD BLESS YOU TWO! (:

AM HAPPY FOR YOU! YAY! HAHAHA!

-!SmILeS!- =)
had a great dinner today!


rock on
x 01:09 x

Thursday, September 10, 2009


it's of nothing when one cries,
it's something when one's hurt.

i at least understood,
what a bond meant to me.
and so will i understand,
what a game meant to me.

i'm like the character,
unlike you, the player.
i'm being controlled.
but never for you.

i once held the controller,
but i guess i abused it.
i just wanted to be ambitious,
but it's just my mistake.

warily, i tried to repent.
hurriedly, i forced the bond to bend.
suddenly, i stood.
finally, i got the man.

i made no mistake this time,
but just a new one for the first time.

my loss,
my hopes,
my dreams,
all false.

a broken heart,
a broken mind,
a spoilt controller in my hand,
you got a new one in your hand.

the evening sun went down,
i made a vow,
forever will i never,
never ever commit those 'crime'.

once to me was an angel,
now i have to take it as a demon.
but these two a totally different,
how can i ever change this?

impossible is one thing,
the incipient is second.
the third is my duping character,
last is your deprecation.





rock on
x 23:19 x

Wednesday, September 09, 2009


guess what! i cnt slp! :( lol. im tired physically but active mentally. how sian. mann. mind, sleep now. it refuses to listen, unfortunately...

for the time i have not slept since like 0100, i yet completed another chem exam paper after much hesitation whether to do or not. lol. and i wanted to do the mcqs only. but i was not tired and it was so addictive that i promised myself that until question 3 would be alright. then 4. then 6. and one more question to complete. haiya, just do all lorhs.

i find it kinda worth it... but it's like so late, now. im afraid i can't wake up tmr in time to call. hahaha.

okk, im getting tired.... niites.

-!SmILeS!- =)
yeah, you.


rock on
x 02:53 x

Monday, September 07, 2009


http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Asia/Story/STIStory_426211.html?vgnmr=1

all i gotta say. this cute prince who just turned 3! :p


rock on
x 11:40 x

Thursday, September 03, 2009


ohhhh. long before posting! hahha.

went to army open house today...! :D kinda boring except for one thing. :D the congregation! yay! hahaha.

well, 4 flowers in the desert, if you catch my drift. :D

anws, i think im gona screw up chem test. and a.math, the killer. for trigo at least. haaha. and chem is so no time and so tricky.

tmr's friday! but thrs nothing much actually. lol. er... just.. study? yeah. a.math. only if every week din have monday and tuesday as a school day, life would be better mann. (:

go to my facebook to see those 'photoshoot' pictures! THEY'RE SIZZLING HOT. :D

black bag's the catch!

-!SmILeS!- =)
unfairness is fair in this world, is it?


rock on
x 20:23 x

Saturday, August 29, 2009


it has been long. i know! :D cos im too busy studying! hahaha. well, life's as tiring. never have enough sleep. but it'll be worthwhile. :D so, im sacrificing for the good. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
yes, i still don't have my phone.


rock on
x 00:21 x

Friday, July 24, 2009


yay? this is the 200th post. which is kinda sad. sigh. are all mums the same? i dun think so. some pple claim that they are the same, but wait till they see my really 'reasonable' mum. sigh. she promised to allow me to go out with my friends on tuesday night and now, i reminded her, she pretended that she forgot and denied. wth man. i duno wad she wants. so retarded. my retarded mum. sigh. is it by fluke or was it a mistake i came into this family? sigh. i duno why. it's just so crazy. she's controlling me. i haven got a phone alr and that is actually bad enough. i tolerate abt 2 weeks without phone and i made it. 2 weeks ltr, thr's this retarded issue of not going out. sigh is all i can say. :(

as bill gates said, life is unfair- get used to it. i probably nida trust this successful person.

tmr, i just gota go cca retardedly and just play ball. mayb i'll not. mayb i'll just sit around and slack. depends... and so many of my friends are not going. they went to watch half-blood prince in which i was supposed to go. i might just go home and pon cca tmr. should i? i duno. i duno wad to do anymore. i cnt go out on a FRIDAY. i was looking forward to this day every monday. it's all shattered. it's all gone. this friday will pass meaninglessly. sat and sun is occupied fully. i cnt do anything of my own, having my free time. gota sacrifice my night to study chem and a.math. all i wanted was to have fun on a friday. it kills it all. moreover, i bet the bball coach wun b present. i duno, sigh. im hungry, but ive brushed my teeth. shud i eat instant noodles? mayb not. im too lazy. sigh.

i got a super unreasonable mum. why is this so? i wonder why when all my friends are just different from my mum. she hasnt even got me a convincing reason to prevent me from hanging out tmr. why man. she's making up everything. she's pretending. she's a bad impressionist. dun ever let your mum be lyk my mum.

symptoms of unreasonable mum illness (UMI)
- unreasonable.
- lies.
- retarded.

well. i think that in this world, my mum is contracted with UMI only.

-!SiGH!- ...
wished emma watson was here.


rock on
x 00:23 x

Wednesday, July 22, 2009



emma watson is still as hot! hahaha. making me jealous of the scene hermione and ron kissed! :( hahaha.




















so today is kinda retarded cos those pple had retest for napfa and we din have court to bball with! :( sad. so went to this place called farrer park and played bball for lyk a while thr. went thr to play tennis as well! :D tired now. and my mum's nagging again. sigh. irritating.

anws, im going to watch half-blood prince again on fri after sku!! yay! see emma watson again! hahahaha! :p excited! lol. she's too good to be true. arghhh!!!! (: she'll make a good christmas gift. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
emma is a rocker.



rock on
x 22:38 x

Monday, July 20, 2009


EMMA WATSON IS TOO HOT TO WITHSTAND HER HEAT!!!

IT'S BURNING IN MY HEARTT!!!

one look, mesmerized forever. gahh!!

omgosh.... im dreaming now. yes now....

she's so addictive.

isnt she?
can't deny!

hey! snap it out! she's mine! (:

there i go again... mesmerized.... ohh... :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
emma watson!


rock on
x 19:41 x

Saturday, July 18, 2009


went to watch harry potter with my sis and neighbours. hahaha. btw, whr do horses live? in the neigh-bourhoods. ahha. okk, lame! :p

guess who i saw? mike and alex lee!! lol! that was kinda shocking though! hahaha. he's some hip cool cher lorhs. cnt deny! he was a great world city! :p

harry potter was brilliant!!! (: and emma watson's hot! hahaa. lyk VERY!

done here! BYE. :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
sian


rock on
x 01:55 x

Thursday, July 16, 2009


the world shapes differently.
so does Man in this world.

taking things for granted,
is not just as what it is suppose to be.

people not treasuring what they have,
and yet they still abandon it.
the desire i have,
is so much but it seems so connected.

i cannot destroy,
if not i'll feel like a toy.
so i try to not to repel.

i tried so hard,
but there were barely results.
i've tried pushing,
but there's something pulling me back.

i feel so insulted at times,
i feel the anger.
i feel how much you felt.
i feel so screwed up.

this isn't what i'm here for,
because i'm here to bring joy.

i've brought sorrow along,
and i really can't take this away.

wingless flights.

i've done my best to whatever i can,
it seemed to fail everytime i try.

several attempts,
several delusions.
several hopes,
several sorrow.

how can i feel protected again?
i need someone to guard my heart.
i don't think a shield will help.
however you will help.

the sorrow you've been though,
makes me hurt so much.
i've always played your way,
but when will you ever play mine.

i know it's kinda funny,
i know it's kinda weird.
with people abusing what they have,
it's like an insult to me.

the scar i left myself,
will never be shaded away.

i wana leave this open,
and hope one day you'll step in.
before that,
you need to leave.

so handicapped now.
i need a wheelchair.
let me sit down.
and reflect on this world's unfairness.

it's time to trust.
to believe as well.
i'll run in circles.
i'll run in squares.

WADSUP MANN! im bored. as you can see. i have totally NO inspiration and i was squeezing those out. hahaha. sorry if it is of no sense and logic. :p i was brain-dead while typing this out. :p though thr's a little feeling of how i felt. THEN.

-!SmILeS!- =)
it'll take one me to control the play


rock on
x 22:18 x




bored? are you? i am! :p

im just a little bit caught in the middle... listening to THE SHOW now! hahha. cute voice. lol! okk. nvm abt that (:

today was kinda boring in sku... unfortunately... although not v.borin. hahaha. still kinda. :D
e.math lesson was freaking lame! hahha. we did some random stuff. excluding me. haha. played catching! lol. okk. they were lyk having the time of their lives lidat. lol! anws, the e.amth cher got jacked lyk some shit. asking her to go forward and backward the whole time (those slideshows). hahah. she's a relief, that's why! :p

and then had p.e. we were suppose to run 5 rounds and i loved catching so much that i started that cool game! hahha. and then the fever started! hahaha. the whole sports hall belonged to us! it's like as if we had all the courts for playing catching! funnnn!

played boring badminton. boring bcos we did that for 1hr or so. lol. but it was alr when we played match. (: though i love basketball more. cnt blame it! and i requested for volleyball! so long nv play alr! my cher say NO. lol. sad. :( nvm. hhahaa. some other tym, he said. yay?

geog was super tiring. everyone in class was so dead until after lesson. and it was a.math .has some random test and everyone's gona get full marks bcos it was too easy and we even checked our ans b4 handing it up! unless the whole class got tricked... which is highly impossible. hahha!

sigh. bored again. lol. and lazy now.

-!SmIleS!- =)
dilemmia




rock on
x 21:26 x

Monday, July 13, 2009


sigh. i duno what to say. just watched christian the lion on matilda's blog. lol. teared again. lol. it's the third time ive watched! i'd rather have a lion as my family. if you my meaning... :p

just another day. sorrow. pain. puzzled. sian. and even more sian. unreasonable mum's getting more unreasonable. hais. nth to say. if i could, i'd just leave this home. once and for all. im not that a nostalgic person afterall. gota bear the pain for 6 more years, according to my mum. how i wished it was 6 more days. nvm. i haven even gotten my ic yet, so wth. how's life people? i cnt text or anything to you.

btw, the answer is- because its horn wouldn't work. (:

tuition today was like some counseling session or smth. my mum told my tutor and my tutor counselled me. i found it great. better than my mum.




rock on
x 20:44 x

Sunday, July 12, 2009


I’m getting sick of my mum. She’s bitching around and confiscated my phone for a shit reason which obviously makes no sense. She thinks that taking everything from me is scaring me. She threatened me to send me to boys’ home(wtf). If I could, I would go willingly bcos im too sick in this family. I cnt stand the sight of my mum anymore. She’s just being an irritant all day. Screaming about my chem results and said nothing whenever I got 19.5/20 for my e.math that topped the class. She mentioned that that was something I had to get. So does it mean that I can go to tuition and not do any practise and get this result? I flunk my chem. And that is bcos I didn’t prepare well. It’s not bcos I have been troubled over a girl over the hols. Wth. She’s so backdated. She’s making me irritating. She took away my phone. She is taking away my life. One day, if I have had enough of her, I may just leave this house. This is what I feel like doing now. I will do it when im prepared to do so. Threatening me to withdraw from cca isn’t anything anyway. Im gona get the cca withdrawl form tmr and see what she has got to say. Threatening me to send me to a school of no reputation isn’t anything either. If she wants, I dun mind and that is bcos she is just saying. She wanted me to go to manjusri(if you know the main reason) and said that I can see her all day and make myself feel happy. WTF. She’s just assuming things are still in square one. Im in square 1000 already. In this family, I don’t feel lyk a family. My dad’s never home. My mum’s often nagging. At least I have my siblings to cheer me up at times. I have no one to talk to now. Im all alone. I cnt talk, I cnt msg. My friends play a bigger role and made more impact on my life than my family has. Im coming clean. In the camp, I know I have learnt to believe that my family is more impt than my friends. But I dun think so anymore. I think my family has family problems. I’d rather live by the streets when everyone suffers tgt, rather than a dispersed family. sigh. I duno. I really dun. Im too sick and tired. I need someone to talk to me. Be it my dad, godfather or peter. Either. But I can do no shit now. My mum’s starting to believe that she makes a lot of sense when she doesn’t. When scolding me, I had so many conflicts I had in mind, but so as to give her enough respect and not make her embarrassed and not to worsen the situation, I said nothing. My mum keeps on bragging about my chem results. Sigh. And when I got full marks the other time, that happiness she had lasted for less than an hour. When I got 4 As in my mye. She said that wasn’t enough. Wtf mann. She doesn’t know me. She set my own goals for me. She didn’t teach me, she didn’t study with me. who is she to judge me and change my goals. She may be my mother. But she knows nothing about me. she still thinks that im contacting matilda. And although I am, I haven been doing that as often. Wtf. She’s getting on my nerves. OHH. And she wanted to cane me if I contact anyone again. Wth mann. CANE. I was thinking of child abuse. And say that im emotionally abused by her. The scars she left in my heart. I can never forget. The time, no, everytime she being unfair, I can remember. Today, I don’t find a purpose in living. Not with my friends by my side. I have no one to talk to. I feel hurt. I cannot let it out. I duno what to do. I may just go mad tmr. Or I may just be an emotional affected person tmr. How can I ever be the same again without my friends? My friends play a more impt role in my life than my family and that is bcos I feel that my family is void. No one is here. No one in this family. no one in this family understands me. she claims that she knows everything about me. but nothing actually. She doesn’t know what im thinking. I need a listening ear. A shoulder to cry on. I find my mum unreasonable and unfair. I really wanna leave this home.



rock on
x 21:14 x

Friday, July 10, 2009


duno what to say.


rock on
x 23:22 x

Thursday, July 09, 2009


omgosh. i freaking failed my 1st chem test. it's an unreasonable result. i shall say no more.


rock on
x 21:39 x




today, more or less screwed. but it has long past. though it's not even an hour. hahaha. rite.

first few lessons were alright. hahaha. then i started to learn tamil from my friend! hahaha. i also know how to write it! how cool is that man! :D but... i nida practise. and btw, my indian friend said that my indian handwriting is freaking nice! hahaha.

and then comes the terror. changed physics teacher for this term cos it's lyk a training teacher only. he suck anws. and he tries to act fierce. and thinks that he is v.good. wth man. but who cares anws. (:

hahha. a.math test today. so totally sianed cos my least question, i din have time to do it! hahaha. although i duno if it's right or not. :D but confirm the first few are correct! cos i got the ans from the cher! :D:D:D

and then we, my class and another class had to stay back for chem test. wth mannnn!!! i totally screwed this test up! i didnt read the question properlyyyy!!!! hais. nvm. anws, i din know how to do the last question on ionic eq. i may sound stupid, but it was really tough! hahaha. :D nvm. im dumb anws. (:

so how's life? mann, i miss my camper and resources! hahaha.

-!SmILeS!- =)



rock on
x 19:49 x

Tuesday, July 07, 2009


today, worst day, nothing to say. heyy... kinda rhymes. (:

anws. its all screwed up today. thr was light. if u get it.

and y hair got caught by dm, just when i pass by him, he asked me to stop and he stared at my hair with that killer stare.

"your.. fringe is very long." dm said.
"yeah."
"when are u gona cut it by?"
"tmr"
"make sure. wad class are you from?"
"3h2"

got caught again by co-ft. wth mann. no choice, gota cut. i think God really wants me to get my fringe done.

after sku, went to get my fringe cut. mum said lyk no diff. and then when i went to take ic pic, i was asked to cut again. went to cut again.
-.- although the first one was free, the 2nd one wasnt. cos i went back to the same place and they recognize me. (: but screw it, i still had my fringe cut.

so went to take ic photo. wth mann. so totally shit. had to take once more aft my tuition. took again aft tuition. and then my day wasnt just like this. i had to go for tuition. hahah. nvm, that was alright. (:

so went home. crap, i haven reply msg yet! lol. okk. anws. so home now. crying over my fringe. :(

-!CrY!- ='(
3months tym.


rock on
x 23:08 x

Monday, July 06, 2009


bored. followed by boredom. yes. and im so bored. wth. i miss smth. or actually someone. hahha. sigh. anws, had studied all my life long the whole day after napping for 2 1/2 hours today. lol. that was extremely refreshing! hahaha.

ohh, and i had a haircut today. i think it sucks. :( cos it doesnt rock. hahaha. right. missing so much. sigh. and i have been doing hw since afternoon after i woke up bathe and stuff.

a break from 6-7 when i went out, supposed to meet matilda, zac and roy. roy backed out ytd. zac was doing work. and duh, matilda will not come. hahaha. cos it'll be weird. so i had to walk emoingly the whole tym around pasir ris park. i thought of some stuff that made me question and made me talk to myself. thr werent many pple, since it's after rain. so nvm (:

hais. tmr's sku day again. and thr wun b any p.e till next week. :( sad. i wished... nvm. im so........ sianed by everything. can i just reset my life? maybe not. i dowan to go thru the pain of studying once again. lol! or mayb i should just skip time till im 18! (: yay. hahaha. cnt wait to go ns now! :p duno why! hahaha. probably wana get away from home cos im always being controlled. except to study and do nonsensical stuff.

my situation so suits the song fm static- tonight.

hard to smile. :(

-!FrOWn!- =(
missing you so much


rock on
x 20:28 x






the bdae boys? belated at least... (:



the king!! (:


the co0ol pple!














the co0oler pple. :D












rock on
x 00:51 x




had tuition in the morning from 10-12 and had taekwondo grading! shall tell you smth that happened ysd, or on sat, which was kinda embarrassing.. hahaha

me: that guy thought tmr grading (cos that guy wasnt wearing his uniform)
friend: tmr IS grading.
me: huh? really?!

hahaha. so freaking blur rites? fine...! for whoever who said yes. :p anws, my grading was great man! as of how i felt! (:

the pattern did not cause much problem, neither did the kicks, and i did the best in sparring! i showed so many styles! (: yay! hahaha. and hit alot of tyms lehhs. fine. shall say no more. haha!

went to meet weng lun and amanda and joshua first at orchard. but guess wad?! we were in the same train from diff destinations but diff cabinets though. hahaha. anws, we met then. co0ol! :p raining! wanted to cine, buden raining, v.difficult, so went to vivo. hahaha. met the rest and went to vivo tgt. hahaha.

wanted to catch a movie but all so funny one! one is first row, actually all is first row only! lol! wth mann! watch wad shit sia! lol. so went to eat at er... carl's jr. we took lyk alot of pics lyk everywhr! hahah. and this particular pic, i have to say, sam said i very pei with amanda! lol. i have nth to say then. lol. now i thought of wad to say. 'izit? that should b honourable!' hahah. anws, nonsense happened and while we were abt to go, i stood up and the chair fell back! and those pple turned and look at me! it was really loud! i said sorry, while smiling. haahha. and walked out!

spent lyk over an hour at the arcade! played the freaking slamming thing and i beat the high score! hahha. i got lyk 916!! (: and then came a bastard who got 919. -.- lol. den i was wth-ed. LOL. nvm, i was the king lyk twice? or thrice? forgot alr. hahha. played bball and totally screwed up! hahaha. nvm. explanation is that thrs too little balls thr to shoot! not fair riteS? hahah.

went to haagen dazs and got nice ice-cream. shared with amanda and joshua! thanks joshua for that treat! :p had some random talks though. hahaha! (:

back home and we decided to take a jump shot! failed lyk how many thousand attempts cannn! hahaha. so gave up and went back home!

went back home with amanda so that thr will not be any flirts or perverts. hahha. yeah. she's safe. (: hahaha. and then went back homeeeee. though not exactly. (: tired to say alr.

this is just to summarize things done TODAY. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)




rock on
x 00:00 x

Friday, July 03, 2009


today today! hahaha. was co0ol (:

yes. after sku, went to play ball while waiting for my mum! hahaha. switched bag and went off.

i was lyk so late for roysius, lynette, matilda, zac! hahaha. sorry mann! my sku ended at 1330 buden i had to help the cher to do some stuff, ending up till 1400. den i went to play bball! it was too irresistible! that's why! hahha.

so i flew the cab down to xinmin and the cab was lyk as good as no air-con. i cudnt help but perspire! :p

THANKS MATILDA AND ZAC FOR THE GREAT PRESENT! (:
they gave me the present! hahaha. it is a wallet! (:

and den went to lyk hougang mall to eat longjohnsilver. hahaha. so retarded. i was so full then, probably of the pepsi roy gave me, as a bdae present. hahaha. thanks anws. but that wasnt what he gave me.

so in chronological order, i shall say it accordingly.

ate and had this random ice fight, introduced by roy. so co0ol cann! hahaha. v.fun as well! :D hahaha.

here comes the excitement!!

lynette and roy brought me to bloackoutz... lol. smth lidat, requested me wait outside for 5mins. but it exceeded. hahaha. he told me lame stuff and saw his friend of he din know her name. wth mann. he guessed jessie! no... jessica! yes! he guessed! can u imagine? wth rites?

anws, my bro is being some idiot again. sucks.

went back to the shop and lynette passed me smth. lol. den she happy bdae-ed me! (: and roy too! yay!

THANKS LYNETTE AND ROY! (: i love your present mann! you really sacrificed so much! :D

hahaha. and for that, in which they paid double to get it on express if not i'll get it tmr (that present wasn't cheap at all! yet they paid double to buy time!), i waited till 5, when im supposed to meet jing at 430... sorry jing! :( she sounded lyk really frustrated. i was so... afraid she'd go off mann! so i prayed so hard that i'd reach thr 5mins ltr! when in reality, it took lyk another 15mins for me to reach thr! when it was 5mins more to reach, i wished it was 3mins! so i called jing again to apologize and apologize. im sorry jing, again!

roy and i finally reached parkway and met jing. lol. here's the convo. cos roy claimed that he knew jing.

me: you know him?
jing: no... giving me that face.
me: hahaha, roy, you lied.
roy: no... you rmb me? roysius?
jing: (s-l-o-w reaction) ohh. hi.
me: ok. lol. what a coincidence
roy: this is a f***ing small world.

hahaha! well. anws, i he followed us to accompany jing eat mac. (: hahaha. no one was eating, except her. i had to compensate. lyk big time. she waited for me for an hour!

so roy and jing started to rmb the good old times. hahaha! lyk u rmb this guy? rmb this girl? i knew that they had ri and rgs friend. so freaky and they said they weren't in a good class -.- hahaha.

went off then and cabbed to sports sku to watch shermaine! the national swimmer, our friend, swimming for singapore at AYG! hahaha. she got into the finals and she's 14 only! co0ol mann!

jing's life sad sad one sia. and she told me abt this particular thing that cud actually made me depressed. though it lasted for a moment to think. :( chill mann, jing. (: smiiiile!

reached sss and den we totally went on chit chatting lyk some chatterbox. hahaha. until we went into their swimming complex and wow, that was seriously the atmosphere that i have nv felt so good... lyk how it happened in tv, it happened to me. den jing and i were lyk, this is my first time in this kind of place, watching a competition. hahaha.

and i started to get hot and sweaty. not much though. hahhaa. i was still in sku uniform! and my mum gave me that look. totally sian-ed me. when we came in, singapore got its gold again! quah ting smth. lol. or smth quah ting. or quah smth ting. lol. forgot. hahhaa. mayb its just quah ting. :p and my mum's nagging now, again.

we found it kinda boring when singapore's not part of the competition. hahaha. singapore got another gold i think. not sure. but i was kinda impressed with singapore's swimming standard. rites jing? hahaha. though the boys' relay, singapore got 4th when the 1st two swimmers made singapore lead all the way and then the 3rd swimmer slowed dwn alot. sad case. came in 4th in the end. so we decided that the 3rd swimmer was the spoiler. :( nvm. good job still! hahaha.

went back and jing took my mum's car. i fell asleep! lol. when my bro behind is freaking trying to be funny. -.- when its not. jing was lyk laughing! hahaha. making me lol when she suddenly burst out of laughter! hahaha! sorry.

anws, it was co0ol mann! really had a wonderful tym today!

jing, all i gota say is that you got to follow your heart wherever it leads. (: it took me some time to think of this. and i feeeeeel so worried for you! you are lyk so... upset. :( shall be more happy more often. hahaha. though u alr are!

and jing wished me happy bdae, not belated, ysd, 2nd july! hahaha. she got the date wrongly! not my bdae! first of such case mann! hahha. THANKS ANWS! and she got me a present as well! hahaha! i really din expect that though. (: THANKS TOO! (:

yeah. i had a great day today too jing! i freaking feel worried for you mann! :( chillex! (:

i may flunk my chem test today... lyk everyone else. (: hahaha.
that was just a comforting remark.

this is probably the best bdae i ever had! though belated. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
THANKS MANN! (: made my day!






rock on
x 22:33 x

Wednesday, July 01, 2009


mann! today is co0ol! hahaha. my 'first day' of sku and had to lyk see the principal, when he's alr thr, hahha, so as to lyk duno. hahaha. anws, er... i din get caught for my hair! hahaha. co0ol mann! (: i love it! :p

so went to class. was msging matilda and she btw told me to call her to ask her how's sku. lol. so i did. and she said she was joking! lol. another reason i called was bcos i was the only one in class. so retarded! hahaha. and the she told me that the class i have entered may be the wrong class. true enough, it was! hahaha. so i got into the correct class and 3/4 of the pple were thr. hahaha. wth rites?

i got wished happy bdae by them! yay! hahaha. ohh. geography was lame. i had to stand the whole 1 hour! cos i din bring my stuff. i was absent and the timetable changed! how wud i know! hahah. though those stuff were in my locker... (:

and it was recess. saw samuel fang and we were lyk, YO. hahha. and spoke about someone. lol. told my story during the hols. they envied and pitied me! hahaha.

so.. the day passed. kinda interestingly since lyk most of the teachers din come. hahaha. and it was kinda relaxed! making me love math bcos of the less-strict teacher! hahaha. (:

BTW, i had to stand during devotion as well. wth mann! hahha. cos i was talking. :p

mt lesson! ended! went to plaza sing to get sakae! hahaha. went for the buffet with those cool friends! hahaha. i ate lyk 11 plates and one steam egg! hahaha. in total, we ate lyk alot? lol. i duno how many alr! hahah. 56 izit? or was it more? hahah. not sure lehhs. eat so much until... we cud hardly walk! :p when we were lyk so bloated, we played this game!

someone think of a number, the one who guessed it right will get to eat! which is bad! lol.

eg. i think of 54.
a: 35
me: 35-100
b: 55
me: 35-55
c: 54!
me: well done. eat.

and i lost twice! i ate some raw shit! hahah. i hate stomach ache! lol. but no output. hahaha.

and the funniest one was...

i thought of 2
me: 1- 100
rendall: 2
me: ok.
rendall: huh?!?!??!?!?!

hahahha. sorry rendall. (:

so... went wif my family. (: and cut cake and now, taadaa.

OHH, thanks matilda for the 15 birthday wishes to me! (:

thanks for the great b-dae i had peeps!! (:

-!SmILeS!- =)


rock on
x 23:46 x




HEYY! hahaha.

so i should thank each one gratefully. (:

thanks matilda and lynette for passing the midnight of my bdae with me on the phone! :D i love it so much! hahaha. and matilda, thanks for being so exact. hahaha. ohh, and thanks for the er... matilda, thanks for lyk the 14th bdae wish! :D ohhs, lynette! thanks for keeping me company! lyk when im dead bored. (:
MESSAGES! haha.

gigantic thanks

- joshua tay! (though u lyk sent it 1 minute earlier! but i got ur intention! )

- matilda!! (hahaha. thanks mann, lyk alot! and thanks for the 14 wishes!)

- stella! (miao ling qu miao... er.. (:

- yunjia! (hahaha. it's your bdae tmr! )

- vinise! (sorry, i didnt have my phone with me that u have to wish me again thru im! )

- gladys! (lol. the first msg i received once i woke up. hahah. and happy bdae to you as well!)

- gwenlyn!! (yeah, you wished me alot of tyms as well! though not as much as someone else... lol. )

- jervina! (you indeed rmbed my bdae! (: happy! hahaha.)

- weng lun!! (omgosh! you rockkk! hahaa. thanks alot mann!!!! :p cya on sunday!)

- lynette!! (yess! hahaha. thanks too much mann! (: ur msg had the animation making it significant! :p )

- ethel koh! (hahah. thanks mann! u wished me last night on im first! lyk first! hahaha. though it was kinda early? haha. thanks still!)

- amanda!! (omgosh! hahaha. THANKS so much! )

- lisa!! (hahaha. y0oo neighbour! though u wun b reading this, i guess, but it has been 9 years alr! )

- joshua tan!! (yeah mann! (: you were sick today! cudnt hang out wif usss! sad. :( take care! )

- nicole! (hahaha. fish tank! co0ol mann! thanks fro the wish! i'll clean the tank some other time! :p )

- zhi ting! (i was kinda surprised when i received your msg! hahaha. thanks anws! (: )

- imran! (you rock! and rock on! :D thanks for the simple bdae wish! )

- and both my cousins! (thanks! nth much to say! since ive said it all! hahaha)

THRU IM

- shujing! (lol! you were the most exact mann! according to my clock! hahaha. thanks mann! so u were the first to wish me thru words! :p thanks! )

- josiah! (thanks josiah lim! hahaha. sorry, i had to go out with my friends today! (: )

- ethel koh! (again! thanks! (: )

- vinise! (well... sorry i din see ur msg! as... my phone wasnt with me then! (: )

- celine! (yes! hahaha. thanks! (: wad else can i say? megan fox? hahaha)

VIA FACEBOOK!
- jingxi's mum! (hahaha. you really caught my attention mann! hahaha. no adult wished me, with exception of my parents, wished me a happy bdae! THANKS LOTTS!)

- vinise! (again! mann! lol! I CNT THANKS YOU ANYMORE! thanks! )

- shuqi! (lol. i duno you lyk really well, but glad you wished me! thanksss! (: )

- tiffany tan! (hahaha! it's been long not chatting! THANKS anws! (: )

- gwenlyn!! (thanks mann! wad else can i say? hahaha)

- uncle roger! (thanks! hahaha! i wud love to go to the anniversary though but i dun think my mum allows. :( )

- evangeline! (omgosh, i really duno you. hahaha. but thanks still! never did we talked face to face! hahha. )

- cheryl! (yay! hahaha. thanks! (: )

- zac!! (Y0OOOOO! hahaha. thanks alot! go play game of life again! (: gota go to your house again! hahaha! :p )

- samuel fang! (hahaha! din join the fun after sku! lol. got tuition ehhs? lol! anws, thanks for the wishes! )

- nicole! (well, again! hahaha. thanks! (: )

- qian yi! (y0o man! long tym no chat! hahaha. well anws, thank you for the wishess! (: )

FACE TO FACE!

thanks classmates!

richmond, rendall, vighnesh, gregory, david, alpheus and so onn!!

one more guy, thanks alot roysius for calling last nite! (: thankss!
ohhhh!!! matilda's mum! you're co0ol! hahaa thanks for the b-dae wish! (:

IN GENERAL!

THANK YOU GUYS! (: WITHOUT ONE OF YOU WILL SPOIL MY DAY! HAHAHA. (: ROCK ON!





rock on
x 23:06 x

Tuesday, June 30, 2009


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LUUUN! (:




rock on
x 23:18 x

Monday, June 29, 2009


wth mann. i feel lyk a drop-out cos... i have been asking pple "how's school?" hahaha. most were lyk boring, sian. hahaha. only rendall said that it was fun. hahaha. he probably stole all the fun.

anws, im bored too. lol. i plan to watch a movie ltr. but i duno wad. OHH. and i watched coraline last nite. it's CORAL-LINE. hahaha. so freaky and alot of suspense! but still, it was a great movie! talking about ytd, my extended family, family and i went to kbox. hahaha. i sang lyk some shit. hahah. thanks to my knowledge on those chinese words. hahaha. had a hard time figuring out those words. :p and those english were weird! cos asians dun have the freaking slang to sing those english songs. (:

i tried kiss me thru the phone and it sounded lyk some rubbish. hahha. ohh!! and i did no boundaries either!!! everyone was listening to me suddenly and den i cudnt hit those high notes when lambert screameddd!! that was ps...! hahaha.

today, woke up at 530. some stuff i had to do. (: but it delayed till lyk 830 cos i fell asleep while thinking. :p i did work! felt that it was so awkward. but still did 2 compos! hahaha. and went for slp and tuition after which. and to reward myself, i'll watch another movie tonight. hahah. that's why. (:

i cnt wait to go sku on wednesday! guess why! :p

-!SmILes!- =)



rock on
x 21:25 x

Saturday, June 27, 2009


so... today, woke up at 745 for tuition and i told you, i walked thr. hahaha. and i was lyk late for 30 mins and i had to compensate by staying 30mins longer. lol. doesnt really matter though.

and im staying up for matilda's pic. she asked me to send her and she's not online and she haven even reply me... guess she probably fell asleep. hahaha.

anws, today, went to zac's house. lol. played bball and i was so dry that i gota get wet! hahaha.

ohhs. she's here. hahaha.

rite. im lyk so tired now. and i shudnt put much details here. hahaha. not really safe though. (:

okk. niites (:

-!SmILeS!- =)




rock on
x 00:31 x

Friday, June 26, 2009


omgosh lahhs. you can just kill me off by my boredom. lol. i'm so tired but i dun feel lyk slping. hahaha.

anws, i ate the instant noodle crackers without cooking and coke. now i feel that i have so much methane to let go. ahhaa. this is the best way i cud ever form. lol.

anws, it's close to 1! and what am i doing?! lol. i got tuition at 8-10 tmr. and i'm still here. moreover, im gona walk to my tutor's house at tampines tmr! co0ol ehhs! hahaha. so im gona cross a flyover! hahaha. anws, i nida wake up at 0715 tmr so if possible, ring my phone. lyk forever. hahhaa.

you know what? im lazy to brush my teeth. but i have to. sians.

and tmr gona watch movie. hahaha. duno wad to watch. i've watched transformers alr and megan fox's hot! hahaha. still so hot! hahaha.

and... transformers was good. but too draggy. cos im not a fanatic of it. unlike my cousins. lol. they're mad over it. hahha. i'm just mad over megan fox. so it's kinda harmless. hahha. and... i'm gona fall asleep.

shud i just go slp or shud i just slp?

okk. i shud go slp. niites.

but i dun feel lyk lehhs. how??????

no one's available for me to talk to since i lynette just went to slp! hahaha.

right, wad i say is wad i do. so i'm tired and i wana slp.
wad i say is wad i do. so i'm tired and i wana slp.
wad i say is wad i do. so i'm tired and i wana slp.
wad i say is wad i do. so i'm tired and i wana slp.
wad i say is wad i do. so i'm tired and i wana slp.

i believe, i believe, i believe that i wana slp
i believe, i believe, i believe that i wana slp
i believe, i believe, i believe that i wana slp
i believe, i believe, i believe that i wana slp
i believe, i believe, i believe that i wana slp

okk. bed time. im really tired alr. nites. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
are you tired?



rock on
x 00:52 x

Thursday, June 25, 2009


mann... i suddenly miss super-teens camp alot!! aww... i wana turn back in time!! :(

sigh. cnt. :( i misssss the camp!!

mayb it's bcos the music makes me this way. hahaha. i'm listening to lyk bella's lullaby! (:


rock on
x 12:52 x




gosh lahhs. im soooo... bored! hahaha. no one to talk to. when i always had. lol. everyone's bz except me. :( sad. lol. nvm... im still bored! i had a goodnight slp last night till lyk 9+? my room's renovated and i have to lyk some sort of force myself to wake up until lynette called, i officially woke up. hahaha.

now, i'm bored. lynette's bz with her friends/ teammates. hahaha.

rite, i'm actually kinda hungry cos i haven taken my breakfast except for two sweets and a cup of water. hahaha. ohh, and i was awaken by my bro's crying.

my mum caned him. yay. lol. bad ehhs. cos he was misbehaving too much ytd in public. so lameee!! she still rmbs! but anyway, im still neutral. ohhhh!!! ytd watched transformers!

it rocked, lyk real hard. i love bumble bee!! so cuteeeee!!! lol. this is not a girl's blog. hahaha. but bumble bee is too cute to be true. hahaha. and... megan fox's hot mann. she's lyk irresistible that type one sia. and then thr was an alien girl who was kinda hot too. lol. but both are equally good.

and thr was this threat question ytd.

save the world, or save yourself?

which one would you pick? scary rites? i wun noe wad to do either. ohhh!! i optimus prime is a coolio. hahha. he's co0ol. (:

currently, im bored. hahaha. i want to watch the myth! the jackie chan one! feel lyk watching it. hahha. or i dun mind watching er... angels and demons! lol. how are you?

lol. random. hahaha. im trying to type with all my fingers. it's so tough. sucks. and i'm making so many errors. lol. moreover , this is so freaking slow. hahaha. but it'll be more convenient once i get the hang of it. hahaha.

so i'm just retardedly doint nth! lol.

i hope i can go out tmr again mann. but im so sure my mum's gona screw me if i go out tmr. lol. confirm one. lol. ohhhhh!!! now i rmb!

i need to reply a letter!! hahaha. i shall write it now. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)


rock on
x 11:16 x

Tuesday, June 23, 2009


this is so... suckish. hahahaha. i think i should just cry out. lol.

this song is so co0ol! (:

i can so fall on the bed flat dreaming now. but i dun wana. hahaha.




rock on
x 23:24 x




decided not to have delusions. hahah.

came back from bintan club med lyk just? and i just came back from tuition as well. that's the irony.

sucks mann.

not the trip!

i loved the trip!!!

hahaha. er.. okk. let me start of with the first day.

bored. not sure of the place, duno wad to do. so just went to play basketball, badminton and stuff. hahaha. it was so retarded anws. and i played till as if i just got drenched into the pool! hahha.

reminding of pool, i love billard!

okk. anws, we went to do some water sports. such as water polo! i love it so much that i know that they are playing now cos it's 10pm nowww and those bintan-ers are playing!! :( can i join? hahha.

ohhs. and windsurfing was kinda failure? until lyk so looong?

the surf capsized lyk over 3 tyms and i was in the sea. lol. and that was when i was close, so close to the shore. hahaha. but i got it in the end, travelling till the extreme and back. not very far. hahhas.

ohh!! kayaking!! my sis and i were tgt and we obviously were lyk sea raiders. hahah. and we decided to race with my cousin/ our cousins. when we were at the shore, they were still reversing! ahha. we even had tym trying to capsize. it was really tough to capsize. we only successfully capsized when we were at shore. hahaha. and the water was too salty.

actually i'm mixing up the 3 days programme tgt. my chronological sense iznt really good so. (:

and we saw so many cute babiess!! all the ang mohs ones. so cute lahhs!! one of them was morgan. and he was lyk telling me that "i'm still yucky." and then he told mum. "mummy, i'm still yucky." cute ehhs. hahaha. they have those blue beautiful eyes.

i think i'm addicted to the music, bella's lullaby, from twilight. hahaha.

ohhhh!!!! we did play snooker! hahaha. that was actually last night! we played in the bar. cos we are the co0ol pple. lol. and i found myself not bad a player! (: kinda impressed with myself! hahaha. and... i played beach volleyball!! it's lyk so hard to play beach compared to indoor! lol. but i love it still. so it doesnt really matter, does it? hahaha.

and tmr's my bro's b-dae. and one week after his is mine! (:

and guess whr's my accommodation?! some wuloo place. hahha. my block, or rather my family's block, was the second last block towards the end. wth rite? so everytime, every morning, we had to lyk walk the whole resort before reaching our rooms. hahha. and mine was the 2nd lvl. when it was actually 3rd cos the 1st lvl was counted as ground zero since thr wasnt any rooms thr. hahah.

the music is so emo-ish that i wana cry. hahaha. but im laughing. lol.

okk... so i really love bintan's club med and the food thr was too good to be true. hahah.

i had 4 scoops of ice-cream on day 1, 5 on day 2, 3 today! hahaha. it was a buffet lunch and dinner! breakfast as well. hahaha.

ANYWAY. i feel so depressed now. bcos of the song. lol. weird. i shall change it to lyk er... i duno actually. lol. so shall maintain this. sad mood...

what if i could reverse time?

-!SmILeS!- =)





rock on
x 22:54 x

Saturday, June 20, 2009


co0ol mann! i feel so motivated learning that jay chou's piano score now!!! hahaha. sounds beautiful, just lyk 'you'. hahaha. :p anws, er... are you tired? hahaha. thrs only one answer. so (:

im tired too. hahaha.

im gona bintan tmr!! i'll miss my night conf. friends! haha. you know who you are! lol. i love it!

time to play the piano!

(:

-!SmILeS!- =)
haha. co0ol.


rock on
x 17:19 x

Friday, June 19, 2009


came back from some outing. hahaha. cnt sae much. kinda traumatized? i think i am? yes i am. lol. i'd rather sit and slack rather than those stuffs we did! hahaha.

AND MY MUM'S GETTING IRRITATING.

i miss ya i miss ya i miss ya,
i really wana kiss you but i can't.

-!SmILes!- =)
(:


rock on
x 23:47 x

Thursday, June 18, 2009


i was totally bored today!

had tuition from 8-10. tired.

after tuition. bored. lyk super? nothing to do. cnt text. so i called lynette instead. hahaha. i kept her in suspense. well... that happened from 1 to lyk duno when. hahaha. guess she noes alr. (:

just had my piano lesson. totally screwed up cos my mind is so not focuseddd!!

i feel so lonely... lol.

-!SmILeS!- =)

one day without you is one day without life,
i miss you


rock on
x 18:41 x

Wednesday, June 17, 2009


today is practically cry day. hahaha. only friends, real good ones know why. yeah. and i have totally no appetite to eat. but i still have to stuff food down my oesophagus! hahaha. anws,

thanks
-josiah
-lynette
-zac

really made me feel so much better. zac wanted to call me out! thoughtful sia... (:

waiting for peter's call desperately...

tmr. no plans. day after nothing. after that. duno what. life leads whr it follows.

royalty vows to wait as long as he can for the mighty battler, queen of england in the 11th century, queen of william the conquerer. (:

hahaha.

i got your drift and hope you got mine! (:

bobby's my baby!

-!SmILeS!- =)

what about you? how are you?


rock on
x 18:39 x




life is full of disappointments,
and i can't help it.
i don't know if i can do anything much right now,
for i've lost someone i've loved.

and for you alone,
i've decided that you should follow the crowds.
you'll always be remembered,
thanks for the memories.
and thIs is probably the last time you'll see this sincerely.

ILOVEYOU



rock on
x 15:16 x




CAN I JUST END MY LIFE?

GOD!!!! HELP ME END NOW!!!!



rock on
x 13:59 x




I'LL REMEMBER

birds without wings,
tigers without teeth,
fish without fins,
me without you.

things were meant to be together,
so why Must they be broken?
if they were broken,
everything won't live.

i feel so handicapped,
that you need to be gone.
both of us hates that,
and it's like the world against us.

i'm clinging onto my lAst finger,
and i don't know if you have fallen,
for i know you haven't,
which makes me sustainable.

losing you,
is like losing my right eye.
can't see the beauTy,
can't see anything.

the beauty In you,
you carry everywhere.
even when you ignore my words,
i still found you beautiful.

i've tried to change you,
and that's because i love you.
but i feel that i'm of no right to do so,
still, i'm helping you.

i've sobbed last night,
thinking how much i'll miss you,
and then i realized,
i just don't want to lose you.

we may be two worlds apart,
but it doesn't mean that a bridge can't be made.
that bridge of Love,
is what we have to date.

one missing brick,
the whole bridge collapse.
i'll still be making,
until you reject.

i've always thought of you,
day and night.
i know you've Dreamt about me,
every night.

it's so hArd to forget,
to forget how sweet you were.
how you held my hands,
and everything you did.

i'm currently on the thread,
and i'm so unbalanced.
if you were there to support me,
i won't be careless.

such a short time,
such a fun time.

i prayed that you will be mine,
and you will make my destiny.

i wish that when i wake up,
i will see you right in front of me.

REGENT




rock on
x 12:04 x





With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

it's for you. (:


rock on
x 02:52 x

Tuesday, June 16, 2009


it feels as if i felt it more than i have ever thought of it.

well... i really love these few days. hahaha. that wasnt random! neither was that NONSENSE. haha. cosi haven been home on afternoons these days! guess who was wif me! (:

you guessed it. josiah and matilda was wif me ysd. and today, i went out wif james, joshua and richmond to some random b-dae chalet which actually turn out to be regretful... lol. cos it has been a waste of tym.

nvm though.

met up wif someone. really nice person.

yeah. talked and thr goes joshua and james who went off eventually. went to some ntuc and popular. learnt chinese and did some english. hahaha. went back home wif that person and went back myself. (:

great day! esp the last part. hahha.

goodness... matilda, i hope your alright mann. im currently freaked out by peter calling and talking to you. i'll give you all the best. the best of my support and love. (:

I'M HORRIFIED, LIKE TERRIBLY...

my sweetheart,
i know this has been hard.
harder than what i've marked.
i apologize for my doings,
and now i feel so scared.
scared but i'm prepared.

-!SmILeS!- =)
i'll do whatever you wish, even what will hurt me most.




rock on
x 23:30 x

Sunday, June 14, 2009




rock on
x 22:23 x

Saturday, June 13, 2009


extraordinary. simply this man. i love the camp. and i love it alot!! it's beyond words...! i love itt!!! :D

day 1 seemed lyk years and day 5 seemed lyk seconds. whyy?!?!?! i wished i could see all of you for 1 more second. i wished that time was trapped in the morning.

hahaha. only some got my meaning. :p

anws. i had so much fun! despite 3 out of 5 days are emo days. lol. taking away day 1 for beginners stage. i've actually 1 happy day. and all happy nights! hahaha.

i'm really tired and i slept lyk for 1 and half hours 2 nites consecutively. and ernest wong, peter lau and ken, YOU ROCK!!!

dearest matilda, lynette, josiah, roy(for short, lazy find out spelling), zac, brice, rae ann, rosie(i duno if it's right), and if any i missed. lol. those in room 420! and slept thr!! omgosh. i miss you, matilda, lynette AND josiah!! (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
i miss you!


rock on
x 00:01 x

Saturday, May 30, 2009


duno wad else to say. lol. im hungry? yes i am! went back to shss to play ball with some acs friends. hahaha. and i sprained my ankle, which is currently pain. and it's killing me from walking.

and i got my report book back! i got a freaking 70.2%! haha. i kinda lyk it! (: i think im second in class!!! haha.

rite. im obviously bored... :(

-!SmILeS!- =)
as much as i expected


rock on
x 00:55 x

Monday, May 25, 2009


my results sucked. alot. i freakingly failed chinese badly. lol. for writing on the wrong topic. its suppose to be an informative but i worte it narrative. i failed. and my letter-writing as well. wrong format, wrong point given. -.-''

chinese- 44.4% (screw this hard)
e.math- 65.8% (kinda impressed actually)

for e.math, i got back my paper 2 first and i got 33 out of 60. lol. sucks i know. so i told my friend that in order for me to obtain a B3, i had to get 45 fro my next paper. i got 46!! hahas. both out of 60. so i got 65.8%! hahas. i thought i would fail... or get a C. lol. not bad ehhs.

so i calculated my L1R5
English- B4
E.Math- B3
A.Math- A1
Chemistry- A1
Physics- A1
Geography- A2

so i'll lyk get a freaking 12 lahhs!! i wana get 10!!! screw mann! so i should get a B3 and A2 at least for my english and e.math respectively. (: yeah. den, i'll have a higher opportunity to get into ACJC after the deduction of my CCA points and my affiliation points! haha.

okk.
today, i did something that wanted to make me cry but couldn't and guess what! i didn't even know why i wanted to cry! lyk seriously. weird. i was shivering as well! lol. weird me. hahas.

and don't bother asking wads that cos it will certainly not be told. hahaha. it's secret you see. (:

but still, im sad. sigh. and i duno why... wth...

-!SmILeS!- =)
i finally let it go


rock on
x 21:20 x

Sunday, May 24, 2009


mann. these are my results. my emotion is satisfied. hahas. but not totally cos my e.math, which i have the least confidence of, and chinese is not back yet. hahas. yeah! so far, i got 4A's and failed on. lol. by one mark. hahas. sucks.

English- 61% (this is really bad. :( sians)
A.math- 79% (the most impressive one cos im the 1 and only one to obtain an A1 in the class!! hahas.)
Physics- 77% (not really well done but still alr cos im 3rd in class, lol)
Chemistry- 84% (this rocks!! i didn't expect this!! and im 2nd in class for this! hahas. and top 18 in the whole school! hahas, but not 18 bcos thr were some changes made that made my rank higher in sku!)
Combined SS and History- FAILURE. 48% (sucked. supposingly 16/30 fro SS and 13/30 for history. i failed by one mark... lol.)

SO HOW'S MY RESULTS? im just scared for tmr's e.math paper!!! and disappointed bout my english! and kinda upset fro my physics. hahas. though its an A1. (:

yeah. this is it!

so went to CHIJ St. Nicholas' carnival, IJ carnival, on Friday and it was totally boring! stuffy, noisy and hot. and thr was ONE hot girl my friends and i saw! hahas. really. very! hahas.

and went to ACS(International) carnival, Celefest, on Saturday. okk. this was much better, alot alot better than IJ's carnival. lol. BUT. i reached there at 10?! and someone just ignoed me. not someone, everyone actually. lol. so i just hang around the mall. lol. some lame and small mall it has lahhs. cold storage, i went to buy sweeett!!! and enjoy air-con. hahas. the sweat i had could add up to my 2.4 run. lyk seriously! den at 12, my friends finally came... lol. we were 'sight-seeing'. and i was right! the 'scenery' was really gooood! hahas. den went LAN. hahahaha.

-!SmILeS!- =)
nice playing me out. haha


rock on
x 23:12 x

Wednesday, May 20, 2009


woohoo!! i topped my calss for a.math this tym round!!! :D looks lyk its not a waste studying fro soo.... long! :D i can compete wif the top classes, top students mann!!! :D

i got a 63/80. (: and i top!!
though the highest in the level is lyk 74... hahas
i got 78.25% and so... my tuition cher no nid to wear skirt alr. hahas. its a he. (:

yeah. but i think im gona flunk my ss and history. cher said its was badly done. hahas. and about half the class failed... lol. i think im one of them! hahas. too bad elective exams falls on the same day as pure geog and a.math day! i just read thru those notes only. hahas.

yeah. and my e.math, i duno. i think i wun get an A. :(

and chem and physics. thr were freaking careless mistakes i made!!! :( sucks. yeah. nvm. (: as long as an 80% for these 2 sciences, im happy enough. :)

yeah. okk. so today had trg, like finally. BUT there wasnt again. lol. stupid slacker coach, abandon us and go other skus and train. lol. but he isnt any good. ahhas. i think i train better. hahas. :D

yeah. so went to cainhill to play ball. ahhas. weird ball, weird board, weird rim and everything weird. hahas. and i think im tanner noww!! yess!!! :D i saw my tanline! hahas. coool! i dowan to be so fair!! hahas. (:

yeah. so lyk tmr, thrs a chance of me getting back my other papers. i think chem might get back... think only. hahas. yupp. done for today. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
still missing you.



rock on
x 20:11 x

Tuesday, May 19, 2009


THE SECRET

i don't know if you knew,
that i have always liked you.
but i'm gona spill,
that i really like you.

the desire in me,
is to get to you.
in whatever ways it may,
in order to find you.

long before gone,
time before Man,
love before me,
and yet i can't stand.

genesis was wonderful,
and i wished i could return there.
it is impossible,
so i have to blend.

the only way,
is to repeat history.
to repeat history,
the way it was.
to repeat history,
the way how we made.

my empty heart,
is crying out to me.
for you to hear,
but there's no tears.
that is probably why,
that is probably how,
that is probably when,
you started to doubt.

never have i changed,
and i pray.
i pray that one day,
you will have faith.

when two heart ignites,
it produces sparks.
the sparks it makes,
makes everyone smile.

try to put a lighted splint,
into a tube of hydrogen.
and that is just like us,
when everything extinguishes.

try to put a glowing splint,
into a tube of oxygen.
and that is what i want,
when everything rekindles.

the tests of these experiments,
will determine our bond.
the strength of it.
the power of it.

what am i?


rock on
x 18:06 x

Wednesday, May 13, 2009


e.math sucks!!!! esp paper 2! lol. i think im kinda screwed for that. lol.

paper 1 was ez! :D but i made careless mistakesss.. :( it costs me lyk 2-3 marks. hahas. yeah. tgt, its upon 120. weird. lol.

sian. tmr no sku. hahas. can study sciences tmr. :D lyk madd!!!!! bored. still.

going amanda's bdae party on saturday!! hahas. er... mayb. lol. not sure yet. but i must try to goo!!! although i got chem paper on monday. hahas. but its after my studying. yeah! (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
is it obvious i'm lying?


rock on
x 18:02 x

Tuesday, May 12, 2009


lol. a.math papaer kinda rock! hahas. but i dun think im gona do EXCEPTIONALLY well bcos i just lost 6 marks for not reading properly... if u want, careless. lol. wadever it is! and history paper, i cudnt complete. so wth rites? but nvm cos i expected that so i planned my paper tyming properly. in the end, im probably going to lose 1-2 marks for not enough tym. hahas. better than the others, at least.

and a.math! i think i did really fast!!!! cos some others had no tym to complete the graph when i was left with about half an hour wif the graph!!! hahas. i m so proud of myself!!! okk. humble. yes. (: okk. think of pple who are competitive wif me and that i'll feel less hao lian. (: I LOST 6 MARKS!

anws, i going to study e.math now. sian! im hafing so much doubt about e.math... :(

how can i smile again?
i ask you.


rock on
x 15:43 x

Monday, May 11, 2009


finally!! made a new private blog. (: im too emo to write it here. i probably make all these readers feel emo as well. so i decided to say all i want into my private blog! :D

contents inside are as private as what is in my mind. so its too much for me to share it on public blog! :D

no one's invited! hahas. i dun intend to invite anyone!!!

well, just posted. gahahaha.

anws, tmr i'm ogna have a.math and history exam! i feel unprepared. and esp for e.math! i think im gona screw up the paper. yeah. so i shall go practise now! toodles. (:

how can i smile again?
i ask myself


rock on
x 11:48 x

Sunday, May 10, 2009


youre screwed. just lyk i am. anws, screw you. :@

yeah. rites. currently bored and sian...

today was obviously screwed. BUT i loved today as well!! hahas. cos i learnt some new stuffs. hahahas!! must remind me to review!! :p

i feel so relief thinking that tmr dun haf sku! hahas. yeah. and i think my blog's dead. in the sense that no one's reading. -.-'' nvm. i shall make myself think that i'm xiaxue and that i'll post often. hahas.

and imran just reminded me of blogskinss!! I WANT MY OLD ONE BACKKK!!! =)

well. hard to i guess. sad. but nvm! hahas. shall try new stuffs when my mye's over!

talking about mye, i hoped it was over alrrrr!!! yes!! hahas. and can play lyk some dogg! :D :D

ohya, im bored. lol.

okk. screw this. i just rmbed. i feel so sianed. lonely. bored. upset. emo. nononononononononononono!!! i shall feeeeel happppy! lyk wad i always tell pple!! hahas. okk.... but its hard... okk. this getting more and more retarded.

honestly, i'm feeling so down... and i'm not sure why. :(

but at least im certain of smth...

wellllll. i just miss someone. yeah.

how can i smile again, i ask myself...


rock on
x 22:50 x




the chance i missed.
the hope i abandoned.
the dream i chased.
the results, i pay.

i feel the uncertainty,
or what i hold.
i don't get the equal right,
like what i have always given you.

i found out that what i've done,
was all a junk.
little did i knew that,
i wasn't the only one.

the best always wins,
and that's what everyone thinks.
and if the best wins,
why am i losing?

i don't get the meaning,
and i don't want to get it.
i want you to give it to me,
and personally.

the pain of this,
is more than pink.
a drop of this,
will just fling me.

i'm on my way out.
and i hope you'll send me off.
to see the last of you,
and i'll just go off.

it's probably better off this way...

which even the blind agrees.




rock on
x 21:48 x




today, screwed.

woke up at 900 and den my friends told me that im suppose to be in sku at 800. wth! so scary lahhs! for that compulsory chem remedial. and den called chem cher. lol. in the end is that 930 must go, not the 800 one. hahas. get it or not, it doesnt matter. hahas.

anws, ysd's chinese paper, i slept while reading. hahas. cos it was a freaking senseless story! i think... hahas.

so. tmr gona haf tuition and boredom will occur. sians. so msg me!!!! lol.

im hungry now so i shall go eat smth.

btw, my CA results ain't that baddd!! :D

English- 64% (average...)
Chinese- 62% (i was ranked no. 6 in mother tongue!)
Chemistry- 89.1% (i was ranked no.8 among 3 classes!)
Physics- 81% (i was ranked no. 1 in class!)
A.math- 82.2% (i was ranked no.4 in class!)
E.math- 52% (i was ranked no. 18 in class!)
Geography- 65% (no ranking one)
SS/History- 67% (no ranking one, but i topped history twice for both tests and assignments!! though i flunked my ss lyk some shit)

hahas. yeah. i'll get 13 points for my o lvls if i were to take my o's this year! hahas. esp e.math!! hahas. only 1 person got A1!! and the best is that chinese!! the 1st only got a freaking 67%!!! hahas. lol man! and there were 2 indians who got top for their tamil language. lol. so not kinda fair test!!! :D

nvm. i shall focus on my mye!! :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
niites!


rock on
x 00:22 x

Friday, May 08, 2009


CHILL KAYS JING? :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
seriously, smile. (:


rock on
x 22:14 x

Thursday, May 07, 2009


i know you love me and will never leave me
ily honey!

hahas. (:



rock on
x 21:41 x




i know i broke your heart,
and i know it has part.
you gave me your heart,
but i didn't do much.

it's hard,
but i cannot do much.
it's daint,
but it has faint.

there's more out there,
and i am there.
i promised to keep,
and i cannot betray.

she's just the one,
the one and only one.
there's nothing that can be compared,
at least in my heart.

i love her too much,
i have to say.
i love her genuinely,
and it's impossible to break apart.

i have to say this,
not to let you upset,
but to tell you that i love her,
and tell you that she's there.

too much to say,
too much to express.

my love for her is indescribable,
and so is hers.

its my mistake,
that i gave you hope.
a hope that hallucinates,
and a hope that i didn't create.

she is fair,
she is nice,
we are pairs,
we are one piece.

we danced on the ice,
we lied under the crime.
we flew to the sky,
we heard one another cry.

i made a vow to her,
and it's that i love her.





rock on
x 16:14 x




today's geog exam was freaking tough lahhs!!!! and weirdly, the ss was easy! hahas. but i din study much of ss, if not i'd score! but nvm, its a equalizer. i studied harder for the tougher paper and lesser for the easier paper. hahas. but i din complete my ss paper! as i expected. hahas. but nvm though. i was only afraid i cudnt complete my geog cos i had only complete the last question half way when thrs only 10mins left!! so i chionged lyk siao! but its correct!! cos they asked about the stupid shit which i memorized ysd. worth it! hahas. i din expect my brain to move that fast, probably 113gb/s hahas. okk.

tmr chinese sure die one. i was in the hall of fame for chinese in the sku a positioned lyk i think 6 or 8. cnt rmb... lol. not bad ehhs. hahas. but i got only a freaking B4... hahs. and the top was a shittish B3... lol. not even an 'A'! hahas. anws, my chem rockss! (: i positioned 8th in the best class and the better class and my class, practically the classes my chem cher teaches. lol. yeah. and i lost to the 7th by 0.1%... lame. nad he's the top in my class. wth sia. ahhas. and im gona flunk my emath, hopefully not and im not quite confident in my amath. im screwed, am i?

i slpt at 1230 ysd!! bcos of studyinggg!! hahas. wad i studied came out!! hahas. for ss. lyk i only had a few points and read thru wad was thr. and it came out!! hahs. heng arhhs. if the question wasnt that, im totally screwed for my ss. hahas.

i plan to watch ninja warrior at 830 tonight!! (: its the talk of the town in my sku! hahas. looks good. :p

-!SmILeS!- =)
gee.




rock on
x 16:05 x

Wednesday, May 06, 2009


my white horse is on the rainbow,
and i will come down for you.
i'll take you anywhere,
even the moon.





rock on
x 20:47 x

Friday, May 01, 2009


yoo..!! my exams are lyk on er... wednesday, this coming one. and it sucks!! cos the next day, i'll be hafing ss and geog tgt!! and im so gona flunk my ss. lyk seriously lahhs. anws, i have video to sharee!!! yupp.


video

yeah. hahas. funn. im the doer, sherman's the one clinging onto me. hahas. i invented this game!!! lemme tell u the history of this...

on duno when lahhs. yeah. sherman lyk pounced on me for piggy bag while p.e and so... i cnt get him down. hahas. so the only solution... SWING him around! and the original one was longer and he was more than flying. yeah.

PLEASE TRY THIS AT HOME (: its fun!! but prepare to get some bruises! lyk me!! hahas. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
screw ss!!


rock on
x 07:36 x

Saturday, April 25, 2009


bored and sianed.

-!SmILeS!- =)


rock on
x 19:28 x

Friday, April 24, 2009


hi.

its long.

i know.

too lazy.

and tired.

hahas. okk. rite. this week is probably one of the best week i ever had, although its lyk 2weeks to mye... which im not looking forward to... hahas.

on this particular lesson, we had this 'joke' session. hahas. that was really memorable. whereby everyone sit together and say some jokes. this was ACTUALLY an english lesson. hahas. but cher nv come so.... :D play time boys! hahas. no lahhs. its some detention cher who took our class who is a real bitch lahhs. hahas. but seriously. suppose to do work den we all nv do den get some stupid shit scolding from her. but nvm, its no one cared. then she gave up. hahas. so tell jokes and laugh lyk shit. hahs. so here it goes...

- what do you call an animal which has an elephant ear, trunk, tail but not an elephant?

- what was the tallest mountain before mount everest was found?

- what is the tallest building in the world?

- what do you call a pig learning karate?

evolved...
-what do you call a chicken learning karate?
evolved...
-what do you call a grilled chicken learning karate?
evolved...
-what do you call a karate learning karate?

hahas.

two guys- haha and hehe.
one day, hehe died, what did haha said?

i did say some jokes. but save it when i see you. hahas. but mine is as lame as theirs. hahas.

ohhs!! and monday!!! p.e!!!!
we played soccerr!!!!! hahas. super lame!! played with those sec 4s!! it was a nil-nil tie though.

and i did this freaking cool defend. duno how to say. it made everyone go wow. hahas. lyk so amazed. and for me as well. ahhas. shall try. too eager to share! hahas.

my left leg blocked the ball. den he did some tricks and tried breaking to his right BUT... my right leg, turned backwards, slide, and i was bending real low- instinctively one- and blocked the ball lyk some cool guy! hahhs.

and another tym, in the same game, i could have scored!!! buden i kicked too lightly alr and the keeper saved!! gahhs!! cos i was afraid i kicked too hard. lol. but in the end they kicked and pushed so mann!! i should have kicked super duper hard!! and it wud be a score. ahhas. yeah.

and exams on the 6th! so i go do some work alr!

-!SmILeS!- =)
kiss me thru the phone!





rock on
x 20:42 x

Friday, April 17, 2009


yeah. today was bball again. (:

today's motive is.

HAPPY BELATED B-DAE, VINISE!!
sorry i forgot!! mann!

-!SmILeS!- =)
keep smiling, vinise! (:


rock on
x 20:30 x

Monday, April 13, 2009


HAS FATE CALL YET?

i don't find a point,
in everything i do.
i hopefully cry,
so i that i can cool.

but my emotion is persistent,
in which i can hardly burn.
i missed all the chances,
i wished i can get them back.
its just a wish,
that is how i forget.

too bad it's still locked in my mind,
i can barely get it out.
help me out,
and i will count.
to count from 1 to 3,
and hope that you would come down.

i'm sorry for my sorrow,
i'm sorry for yours too.
as guilt lies in me,
i guess i can never forgo.

bless me God,
i count on you.
not from 1 to 3,
but from your fate you have plan it to be.

as destiny calls upon me,
i will meet fate up.
are these just a distraction?
i can never figure it out.


rock on
x 22:16 x

Saturday, April 11, 2009


party over. now bored. hahas. it was so-so. watched twilight. but i did no nth. cos thr was alot of conversations going btwn myself and some others. hahas. but some were rubbish talk. lol.

party time always passes so fast!! whyy??? and my tuition passes like as if thrs 1 more year to go! hahas. okk. lyk tmr. and the following day.

anws, sucks. i'll visit the dentist tmr. at clarke quay lahhs... :( no choice.

so wad colour should i change to?

blue? green? orange? purple? pink? <-- never! unless... it's needed. lol. so i shall pick black for my braces tmr! :D cool!

yeah. so now. i'm waiting for my hair to dry b4 i fall asleep. and... i'm bored. hahs.

so. i attended church service b4 i came hme for party. its in the news!

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_362098.html

taadaa! cool ehhs. hahas. it was such a good FREE drama.

well. sleeping tym. nights peeps. :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
dreaming...


rock on
x 00:30 x

Saturday, April 04, 2009


gosh! today woke up at 7!! slept at 12! bcos of this history symposium thing. right went to ACJC to speak about piracy in Southeast Asia. kinda cool. i was participating. and it was scary. till the concluding part. it wasnt. hahas. and my team got the participation just lyk 6 other skus anws. BUT. we are one of the 2 sec 3s!! hahas. others sent their debate teams. we were neutral party. ahhs. normal sku kids. and we cud do so well!! esp, the judges, who are actually JC2, asked my team a slaughtering number of questions. probably lyk 2 to 3 tyms more than the others. lol. we cud ans them all anws!!! and those people were impressed with ACS(barker) for the perfect answers!! we are famous for that! lol. moreover, those judges dun even know what they were asking! lol. according to all the teachers and i/cs of participating skus! those chers were laughing at the back too! hahas. lol. okk. now im abit bhb. lol.

next. im bored. :p

and im tired cos i have been slping at 12-1 for my preparation of that symposium. anws, i thank MISS CAROLINE HWANG aloooottttt!!!!!!! she helped us so muchhh!!!! hahas. too much to thank! :D

so today. is kinda cool though. :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
over but missing



rock on
x 22:44 x

Friday, March 20, 2009


chem tmr... sians. test. going back sku. sucks. 8 in the morning and got tuition after that...

talk to retarded richmond just now. hahas. freaking retard.

rights. and went high with him cos he found a chio girl. lol.

anws. tmr haf chem testtt!!!!!!! sucks!!

-!SmILeS!- =)
keep that prayer there.





rock on
x 22:13 x

Thursday, March 19, 2009


bored. very. sian. hahas. okk. im still bored. so wad shall i do???????


rock on
x 22:06 x




ysd, went to the zoo!!! fun mann!! haha. really interesting. hahas. loved the polar bears and the portion of wild africa as well. hahas. okk. den came back at about 8+? hahas went thr at 11. but of course dinner taken and so on...

anws, my family and i watched a movie. that was actually M18 for gore. lol. seriously gory. lol. some korean moive- the chaser. its freaking saddist. hahas. and can u imagine, my 5year old bro watched a M18 movie. lol. cool ehhs. hahas. but... he cried. and for my 10year old bro as well. lol. and my sis decided to sleep over in my room. and everyone changed their sleeping locations. lol. and for me, it was scary and gory. lol. and btw, that killer looks lyk jay chou. hahas. and that resembles the mtv for jjlin's 杀手. (:

by right, i'm suppose to go get my phone repaired with my sis. buden she excused that thr was too much work to be completed. and smth sucky is that im left with that chem work that is freaking long-winded. lol.

ysd is the most memorable day of my life! :D

had pics, but lazy upload. shall upload some other day, when im less lazy and have shorter fingernails. cos its really difficult to type with fingernails that are long. though not very long... lol.

gona to the park ltr. and play bball. :D wif my bro(s). well, its thursday, and no... hols gona be over in a matter of time...

someone pressed the doorbell, wonder who's that..

ohhs, some air-con maintainer.

-!SmILeS!- =)
you backstabber


rock on
x 12:52 x

Monday, March 16, 2009


DONE WITH MY HW. 1 only. hahas.

i just received the msg from my tutor that thr will not be any tuition tmr due to the hols. and i just completed her work. hahas. so im free from her work this week! :D i was lyk wth? but smiling. hahas. that is how happy i am to be free of work. cos hols den must enjoy since its only 1 pathetic week. hahas.

so tmr, i will have tuition early in the morning at 8am and im not asleep yet. hahas. but who cares. cos i cnt even slp now. lol. ends at 10! so spam msg me at 10! cos i will b bored again then. lol.

and tmr gona collect some gifts as a representative of sis from some blog seller. dun even noe how she looks lyk. abit weird. hahas. nv done this b4 in my life. hahas. and my sis gona party after the collection of gift from me... sucks. and i will b emo bored again. sians. lol. so spam msg me again. lol.

freak mann. im bored again. so shall talk about yaoming. hahas. he is tall and taller.
okk fine. its actually freaking tall!

-!SmILeS!- again =)
relieved at last.


rock on
x 22:45 x




currently bored and feels lyk eating. hahas. now on msn chatting with some flirt, right joshua? :P

hahas

BORED.IS.SUCKS

-!SmILeS!- =)
the random post


rock on
x 22:22 x

Saturday, March 14, 2009


at least i din do that badly for my chem... (:

hahas. i got 87% for my tests. :D and a 77% for my daily assignments. hahas. so. A1 still! :p

only noe chem cos only chem teacher sent me the results. hahas. so good. but shan't slack. lol. according to him... hahas. due to my last test. hahas.

-!SmILeS!- =)
cool!


rock on
x 22:39 x




cross-country's over and i'm not 1st, but 2nd. :( actually okk alr. hahas. the 1st one was really fast. hahas. went same pace but he ended up sprinting. lol. i did too, but i sprinted when in the 3rd position to overtake the 2nd. hahas.

sucks though being 2nd cos everyone asks about who's the 1st and just abandon the position after 1st. hahas. but i was apprecitaive. :p for that run, it took me 1608mins but for the 1st, it burned me 1532... lol. crazy rite? hahas. and thrs this guy who is generally known being the fastest in the sku. faster than the first but went off to phuket so... hahas. 3rd isnt my position! and 3rd onwards, its all bronze. so thrs lyk no significance being 3rd if 1st impression. hahas. i got silver. :D

rite.

lighting made it look lyk gold. hahas.

2nd. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
thanks for the prayer! (:


rock on
x 00:20 x

Thursday, March 12, 2009


my chem results sucked. 9/15...

anws, tmr is crap mann!! tmr cross-country! freaking scared lahhs. duno if i can get 1st ly kthe other tym. lol. nvm.

so plans are made that i will hang out tmr with my friends. hahas. done! :D

-!SmILes!- =)
high on drugs. (:


rock on
x 22:13 x

Wednesday, March 11, 2009


guess wad!! my physics teacher offered me a place in the 'physics' competition whereby my team is lyk suppose to create a solar car (toyed) and the fastest, most effective, the most durable and the most innovative wins. its lyk some place in the first week of the june holidays.

the physics test was fun! hahas. easy though. :p

now. the succckkk!!!!!!
I'M SO GONA FLUNG MY ACID AND BASES.
AND MY E.MATH GRAPH AS WELL.
actually the ans so easy after my sis' explanation and i sort of gave away freaking 6 marksss!!! freaksia!!
okk and my chem. that sucked the most mann. i think i'll have a tought tym getting a disctinciton for this test... sians.

tmr a.math, also the last test of the week. i'm gona excel in it and get full marks!! :D

shudnt b difficult lyk chem, hopefully. (:
pray for me t odo really well yeah? :D :D
cos i'm emo-ed by e.math, chem and geog!!! :(

but bball pulled my mood up. i scored lyk practically the whole match's point! yeah! :D

and den went to sit by the pool. then came the japanese who came here just to swim. those men were buff lyk crap. really strong. but those are probably in just their 18s! and their hair is lyk so long and nice lahhs!! hahas.

den came the girls. those were really sick cos their muscles were freaky. freaking freaky. i dun even think those are girls. hahahs. and my friend, michael, said that they all buff and ugly. hahas. but i din sort of approve cos i think 1 was not ugly. but an abberation.

and cross-country's on FRIDAY! i dowan to join competitive cos got alot of pressure that i must get 1st. 2nd will be emo. but i dun even noe if i can get 2nd lahhs. hahas. since i know that one guy is better than me in barker run... :@ but longer distance probably differs! :D x2.1 barker run mann!! 4.8km!!! coool! but suck at trhe same tym... hahas. so pray for me for 2 things. :D

getting full marks for my a.math
and getting 1st for my east coast cross-country!! THANKS LOTTS. :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
pray for me! thanks! :D


rock on
x 22:02 x

Tuesday, March 10, 2009


COME ON AND CELEBRATE THAT I HAVE 3 TEST, E.MATH, CHEM AND PHYSICS TESTS, TMR!!

WOOHOO!!

sucksss!! i got lyk a freaking 13/20 for my geog again!!! :(
i had high hopesss!! lol. okk. nvm anws. i shall see my mistake. if its gona be the careless just lyk the last tym. i'm probably alr since i know the ans alr. :D but i udn think so....!!! pray hard for meee!! thanksss!! :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
gotta wish me luckkkkk! :p


rock on
x 22:45 x

Monday, March 09, 2009


well. i'm happier today! couple of events that made me unhappy but i turned out happy bcos of some events. :D

now i need not get rid of anyone! cos he apologized! :D doesnt pretty much matter though.

and unhappy events...
1) i left my whole entire file containing HW, including my ss and a.math, at home. which i struggled through the weekends. sian. but nvm
2) stupid ss teacher sent me to ADC (academic detention class) for not bringing my ss work for the 1st tym. though i dn bring her ss book twice. hahas. and i asked her if i could hand in during recess and she rejected. -.-''
*never did i went to detention in my life.
3) freaking A.math teacher got mad today cos my class anyhow change her seating arrangement. she shouted at me misunderstandingly. hahas. wad a word. okk. cos she thought i did not do her work.
4)i got a crap shit results of 7/10 for my e.math.

now hear the good.
1) rememeber how fed up i was when i made so many careless mistakes in the a.math test? my kind a.math teacher gave us back our test and re-do and she'll remark. she ain't that bad afterall. :D
2) i got 17/18 for my history test!! this rocked my day the most! which topped the whole class of mine, and my cohort as well! (:
3) this is unbelievable. i got chosen by my history teacher to go for some history competition in 4th April in ACJC! representing ACS(barker)!! woohoo! :D

coooooool! the good out-happied my day!! :D hahas.

okk. and i promise myself not to be unhappy again. unless. er... duno. :D as much as i can lorhs. lol.

-!SmILeS!- =)
still wondering...


rock on
x 18:31 x

Sunday, March 08, 2009


freaking crap shit that i'm feeling down for you. -.-''

okk. sucks.

GOTTA GET RID OF YOU.


rock on
x 20:46 x




okk. im still irritated by duno wth stuffs.

and im still demoralized. by duno wad. okk. wth rite?

so anws. i just came back from supper!!!!!!!!!!! in which i had roti prata! hahas. ok.

so i'm sleepy now and tmr ive still got tuition for 4 draggy hours which hopefully i can excel for my tests next week. or izit week 10. nvm.

and i'm having delusions of lame stuffs. sucks!
shattered dreams.

niites.

-!SmILeS!- =) again
ain't that hard


rock on
x 00:55 x

Saturday, March 07, 2009


hais. its another sad day.

okk. its weird. i was happy just ysd. and now im sad. for i duno wad. lol. okk. wth rites?

i just feel down...

probably the hw stuffs. too many to complete and im having a crap shit tym doin it... sucks..

rite. another thing is that i found this picture that was super romantic and sacrificial and loving..!
wish upon a star.
burn with me in the fire.
love me and i'll die with you.
protect me everywhere.

all these love stuffs come into my mind after i see this picture..

so sweeet... <3

-!SmILeS!- =)
bring me through



rock on
x 18:08 x

Friday, March 06, 2009


cooool today!

hahas. first period geog. learn new chapter. natural vegetation. fun mann!!

and the day rocked on!!

had english then. fun, very fun! if it wasnt for the teacher. hes lyk super kind and reasonable. (: so we keep on talking and talking. and playing and playing. until lyk the last 5-10mins or so. den start chionging on our work. hahas.

and the day passed normally. and then chapel...

praise and worship rocked!

the preaching din really rock. :p

i actually slept in chapel. and go caught by a teacher, who also SLEPT in the last chapel! hahas.

well. ended. eat. bball.

okk. this was an extraordinary bball match. this tall tall guy, probably about 185cm. sec 5. played bball with us, the sec 3s.

of course being at an advantage, he sure was complacent.

too bad he cnt get pass me!!! :p

and den he commented after rejecting him for several, actually almost all of the tym, "ok, no more mr.nice guy"

nth changed. hahas. except that he bcame more violent. and duh, i was injured. after him using his knee to hit on my left leg and elbowing my head... crap rites. and for the whole bball tym, i had this burden of my injured leg. head wasnt that bad. :D

okk. anws, went home and sleep till 9! :D

and plan to bathe lyk now? yes. :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
hard to but try to.


rock on
x 21:22 x

Thursday, March 05, 2009


finally! tmr's friday!

today's test was rather fun!! hahas. duno why. (: esp history! :D

anws, tmr's friday!
and i'll have trg!
and i'll stay till really late!
to have enhanced fun!
and.
i'm for tuition ltr.
which is ok.
lol
and im walking thr.
and i will be bored.
so entertain me!

hahas.

-!SmILeS!- =)
missin' you


rock on
x 19:06 x

Wednesday, March 04, 2009


tmr haf lyk history and geog test lahhs!!!! gona study so hard... cos i got 6/10 for my ss... :( i think is the cher's problem. cos she dun lyk me one. think so. bcos i din bring the ss textbook + workbook twice in a row. hahas. so anws, 6 is lyk the lowest, which is me? when i studied for that?! crap cher marking.

and i'm gona get full marks for geog tmr. (:

and i'm gona get a distinction for history tmr (:

try at least...

okk. now frustrated with my ss.

ss teacher actually.

-!SmILeS!- =)
unbreak my heart


rock on
x 20:07 x

Tuesday, March 03, 2009


NEVER THOUGHT IT WAS ALL WRONG


rock on
x 23:00 x




i'm beginning to make stupid assumptions. and i hate it! help me delete!!!

rite. anws. kinda demoralized now.

another thing is that i made one, just 1 careless mistake and i'm so screwed.

actual formula: b(sq)-4ab
my crap rubbish mistake!: b(sq)-2ab

i'm dead. so very. im not gona get full marks for my a.math for some mistake lyk this lahhs!!! wished carelessness din existed.

i'm so.... duno what. hais.

rite. tmr have trg. and i shall study during trg tmr! due to these tests!!!
-history
-geog
the next day...

though i'm kinda sure of those....

rite. this shall be called the emo post mann! :@

sucks.

i hate to do this now but...

-!SmILeS!- =/

take away, please


rock on
x 22:45 x

Monday, March 02, 2009


yo! i'm bored too bored! hahas. just came back from tuition and acid, bases and salts is really difficult. hahas. but gota get the hang of it. hahas.

anws, morning. blur. tired. feel like sleeping. but woke up. went to sku. first period. P.E. wth! run!!!!!! so crap! ran for appox. 2.7km only? and my timing was 14.49min????? its lyk super slow!!!!! comparing to my 2.2km. (cos thrs no definite 2.4 for 2.2) of 9.29min? well. i'm targetting for at least 9min. duno if i can make it the next p.e lesson. hahas. played soccer and bball after the run a.k.a barker run. (:

then english. tired. cud sleep the next minute.

then recess. same old thing.

then physic-spa. LAME! but interesting though. hahas

then e.math. SUCKS! i think im gona flung my e.math! as well as the WHOLE class. lol. teacher's marking scheme abit unfair. he has his own one... -.-''

then a.math. fun fun? kinda. hahs. modulus! easy! though confusing. hahas. but that was fun. :p

home. tuition. acid, bases and salts. kinda tough.

now here. hahas. bored. planning to do my english work ltr. AND study my e.math. probably history if i have tym.

sleep!

tmrs gona be a looooooong day... longing for FRIDAY! :p

-!SmILeS!- =)
i'm missing you too much


rock on
x 19:52 x

Saturday, February 28, 2009


your anger,
it breaks my heart.

loving you,
was what i want.

thinking about you,
all day long,
hoping to find you,
and get along.

several hurdles blocked the way,
just like this you scream away.
hold my hand,
hold it tight,
even if you cry,
i'll be here to try.

never thought that this could be so tough,
so i put on a laugh.
you gave me a frown,
and all i could do was drown.

please keep that smile,
i'm now begging you.
please don't frown,
i trust you.

things of these might get all wrong,
but i can never lead you wrong.

you were the one who made my day,
i wonder if i'm the one who spoilt your day.
my apology if i made you sad,
so i will stay out to make you glad.

i've tolerated,
i've moderated,
i've comforted,
i've trusted.

all you did was to walk away,
not knowing how much harm you have caused.
all you say was to pull away,
i know i brought you wrong.

this is where,
this is how,
this is when,
i got your tear.

a tear in the eye,
but not a tear in the heart.

i vowed to keep you strong,
but i've made it false.
i promised to keep you safe,
but you ran away.

all i'm left with,
is everything you've share with me.
pushing it hard,
is not the part.

to make you smile,
is why i always tile.
this pile of dump,
i'm taking this now.

to keep you safe,
to keep you smiling,
to keep you in comfort,
to keep you with love.

all i ask for, is just your love.


love Pictures, Images and Photos




rock on
x 23:07 x

Friday, February 27, 2009


its finally friday! which is also ACS' founder's day! hahas. and i kinda fell asleep during the prize ceremony. hahas. i was about to fall of the chair while slping, according to my friend. ahas. he shocked me and i was awaken for the whole session, mentally only. i was lyk physically worn off. due to my late slp last nite... ahas.

and today was kinda cool cos i brought nth! but tie, phone and wallet to sku! its lyk so cool! hahas. no bag. though abit awkward. hahas. but it's still cool and fun but wierd. :D

so after the whole ceremony, we, thesec 3 and 4s, were lyk punished for misbehaving. hahas. lyk talking, jeering and excused to go toilet when 90% just camped outside the auditorium until the whole thing ended. hahas.

actually wanted to play basketball but too tired so din want to. and i wanted to go LAN wif those LANers but din feel lyk cos i hate LAN. i was lyk under peer pressure. lol. but still, i came home at 12. when sku ended at 11. hahas. actually 1030. but missed the stop at newton mrt when some friends and i were in the bus. lol. den in the end drop at orchard. that was lyk a wastage of probably 15-20mins? hahas. so, went home and eat, slp and den did some work, and slp again. i slpt lyk 1hour the first nap and the 2nd nap made me slp for lyk 2 hours and i was still tired then but it was 6 alr! hahas. so forced myself to wake up.

now, im not that tired! hahs. i guess i'm probably a night guy cos im always tired in the morning and without slping or napping, im energetic in the night! hahas. only if sku was at night. no jkjk. that will suck. big time. :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
keep that smile up! :D


rock on
x 22:49 x

Friday, February 20, 2009



hahas. its a speech. :D

president inside. hahas. no lahhs. lee hsien loong. :D


night sky.



16 minutes!!! i found this cool zac efron hat. hahas.


yeah..


this is really fun! but scary at the same time, if on a steep slope? hahas. mine's gentle. cos day 1 nia. :D

after the snow place, super cold. so... :D


rock on
x 20:31 x

Monday, February 16, 2009


I GOT FULL MARKS IN CHEM AGAIN!!!! WOOHOO!! :P

-!SmILeS!- =)

ilyb


rock on
x 20:10 x

Saturday, February 14, 2009





rock on
x 23:33 x

Friday, February 13, 2009


yo! friday is here!!!! at last! after lyk the 'testS week'. hahas.

today had my chem test. and im so gona get full marks!!! :p

anws, today had bball trg. played with the sec 2s. and i was the only one, the only sec 3. this shit senior of mine, gilbert, thought im a noob. when hes actually a noob. i din want to play wif the sec 2s and he asked me to play with them. im not the worse player. im one of the better ones and he asked me to train wif the sec 2s. worst of all, he scolded me? its lyk wth? saying that i nv take rebound and nv score points. i scored to make my 'team?' to boost their morale when we were actually losing. cos i din play. hahas. den i nv slack again. after everything. he scolded.... i feel lyk answering back to him lahhs.

he oso not sae very good lidat. he cnt even jump higher, run faster and shoot better than me. so he lost my respect for him. hahas. good. now i sound lyk his senior. lol. but he's still a sucker. :D

good. now i feel better! :D

tmr valentine's day! got anything for your man or for your lady? ahhas. i dun haf.... :( any valentine. sadd. hahas.

tmr have tuition. i think i having valentine wif my teacher. yuckk!!!!! that sucks... im so disgusted... i rather have my valentine wif yaoming. hahahs.

ps- i always use yaoming as a random person. :p

roses are red,
violets are blue,
sugar is sweet,
and so are you!

I've made a vow, to no one but you
I pledge my love to forever be true
I'll take care of you and treat you right
I'll lay beside you all through the night
I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm
I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm
I'll help you and guide you and clear a path
I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath
I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too
I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through
I'll take your side even if you're wrong
Just to prove our love is strong
I'll plant you flowers and make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know
I'll whisper your name when no one is near
So low that only you can hear
You'll feel my love even if we're apart
You'll know that we are one in heart

hahas.

-!SmILeS!- =)

be my valentine? ♥


rock on
x 20:49 x

Wednesday, February 11, 2009


crap mann!!!! super rubbish!!!

i got lyk a pathetic 13/20 for my geog lahhssssssss!!!!! sian sia!!!!

and my a.math a anyhow 16/20!!!!

mann.... hate these results!!

help? :(

ANYWAY! friday got chem test, today had physics test. I NIDA GET FULL MARKS TO COVER MY SADNESS. hahas. okk. enough. lol. but a.math bcos of one sign, i lost 4 marks!!!

-p-8=2p-28

smth lidat and i so careless till....

-p-2p=-28-8

and i got a retarded ans.... lol.

well, now i learn my lesson of rmb to check te signs! yes. think positive! :D

-!SmILeS!- =)
chem test, full marks!! (: pray for me! :p


rock on
x 21:44 x

Wednesday, February 04, 2009


LOOK! IM BLOGGING NOW! IN SKU? nope. hahas. cos today no school! due to lyk the good 'o' level results, free from sku for today... lol. :D

anws, i have started to buy computer games!!! hahas. to make me relax i guess. :) i dun play till holidays and weekends. this is my rule. lol. so i shall play now. :D

tmr haf geog test!!! :(
and i got lyk full marks for the last geog test mann!!! as well as the chem test!! hahas. and i got a pathetic 7/10 for my amath. :( sad...

so tmr i gona do well! again! :D on 'the sky must be crazy' lol. chpter 4...!!

-!SmILeS!- =)

wish me more luck! :D


rock on
x 11:04 x

Thursday, January 29, 2009


HI PEOPLE! :D

-!SmILeS!-=)
hi.


rock on
x 22:19 x

Tuesday, January 20, 2009


plans changed! hahas.

dun think i shud go 813. lol. cos im lyk having my cca till 4. so. how? watch movie? hang out to some random places? someone's house! hahas. which one? yousuggest! :D

b4 its too late! lol. okk fine, i have totally no idea. hahas. :D:D


rock on
x 22:38 x

Thursday, January 15, 2009


lol! did you know that the hot carrie underwood's 1st job was lyk a gas station attendant! imagine... lol. i wished i was served by her! and another person!

barack obama! i wished i was served by him as i bought ice-cream! he was an ice-cream scooper. woah rittes? lol. :D

and and, miley cyrus... she was a toilet cleaner...? hahas. can be known as that but her 1st actual job was lyk house keeping... when she was 11?!

last last! megan fox... woah... temperature's rising!!!!!! :D hahas. anws, she was lyk a waitress. hahas. served by them, i wished i was. hahas. :D



they did name some of them
... hahas. 75% of my info, i got it here! :D

-!SmILeS!- on...
haha!


rock on
x 22:47 x




heyys! hahas. boredy! so... im blogging. hahas.

you know, i realize that whenever i blog, im lyk blogging to those friends in shss lahhs. hahas. cool ehhs. dun break the bond! :D anws, tmr is my basketball meeting wif the basketball coach! hhaas. they are hsort of players so i can be recruited! hahas. but i think nida take some tests b4 bouncing the basketball. hahas.

well. today, mum brought me back home. tired, slept in her car. hahs. both of us went to sim lim square, which was really run-down, but there were still pple going thr. hahas. electronics, needed? go sim lim square. hahas. that took probably 45mins and so.. reached home about 4-5+. took my LUNCH and went to study for a moment. hahas. that was just completing my hw. hahas. and then, bathe, piano lesson. hahas. i got praised! woohoo! examination's probably late august so pray hard for me to pass yeah?! hahas.

and went to pasir ris park wif my bro wif a basketball. hahs. got a bball alr. it was long, but my mum lyk kept it away. so when i found it, it was lyk pun-chake. lol. weird spelling ehhs. hahas. if you get the meaning can alr. hahas. or deflate should i use. lol.

cycled thr. played bball. took bac some of my skills and muscles. hahas. after the stiffness for years? lol. no lahhs. v.long nv exercise ever since holiday started. :D lazy!

so.... i just completed my hw, still 1 left, hand in on monday though. tmr den complete. hahas.

ohhs! and tmr i have only 4 lessons. you can say its 3! lift bag too! :D

0800-0900 --- A maths

0900-1930 --- Recess
0930-1100 --- P.E
1100-1200 --- Physics
1200- 1330 --- Chapel

hahas. i know those friends of mine in shss will be lyk envy that i have 3 periods of PE ritess?? hahas. this happens every fornight. my timetable is a 2-week planned timetable. so every fornight, it repeats the timetable. and the 3 periods of PE occurs every fornight. hahas. lol. HOWEVER, i have no PE tmr... :( cos PE teacher went with the Sec 1s for their orientation camp. hahas.

well. differences in shss and acs way of doing things rites? hahas. :D

so... anws, acs have chapel oso. lol. longer sumore. hahas. but the chapel is in the auditorium. SUPER BIG!
the concert hall oso! BIG AND COMFORTABLE! its just like a cinema, but its not a screen but a stage. can fit 800 pple sia! when i first went in, i was lyk 'oh my gosh....' hahas.

RMB CNY CELEBRATION! (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
cnt wait to see you all again! :D


rock on
x 22:28 x

Friday, January 09, 2009


yo....! hows sku! mine's definitely better than last week! hahas. loved those teachers! loved their lessons! i was lyk so awake and paid so much attention that i studied during before sku, did work during recess and just now! hahas. was just bored, so i did some hw lorhs. hahas. now nth to do. actually checking for WWI britain colonies. some such stuff but got lured by my blog. hahas. so long nv blog alr. :D

i miss 2J!! :( had so much fun then! now no girls. so weird lidat. hahas. but abit unusual. hahas. after lyk 8 years in a mixed sku, suddenly change to a boys no girls sku. 0% chance of loving. hahas. btw!!! my class threw paper aeroplanes! hahas. reminds me of the old times... hahas. their aeroplanes lyk crap lidat. cnt fly one. hahas. in ACS, they haf lyk cross-country oso. lol. i dun think i can b under the limelight? ahhas. no more. :( my class haf 1 stamina god alr. hahas. train stamina everyday one. crazy. but not for speed uh... wait till napfa in april! :D den can see who i was missing in my past 8 years! hahas.

well. seriously loved those friends i had back then. i might be going back to SHSS on chinese new year celebration. which is on a friday. might go back im making an appointment to go 813! :D hahas.

cnt wait! :D :D

-!SmILeS!- =)

2 weeks+? :D


rock on
x 21:37 x

Friday, January 02, 2009


woah. tell you, day 1 kinda sucked... :( no friends! total new environment mann!! hais. so sad. miss all those hildan friends. hahas. but those ACS-ian were nice. hahas. were well mannered. seriously lahhs. hahas.

the first day, i went to the class the v-principal told me and... it was wrong -.-'' hahas. whole day with the wrong class. but it was the best humanities class. hahas. that class all pure lit. den one other guy and i took pure geog. lol. that guy change subject, take pure lit and i had to transfer class. hahas. that teacher was also shocked that whole class pure lit in his 4 year career. hahas.

well. pray that on day 2, it will be better and i will have friends too!! :D:D thanks! hahas

-!SmILeS!- =)

hi(:


rock on
x 20:57 x

Thursday, January 01, 2009


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

HI '09! how are you?


rock on
x 00:36 x

Monday, December 22, 2008


yo peeps! :D

well. so i had so much fun in korea that i missed korea so much till now and probably tmr. (:

yeah.

many fun things were done so i will just state THREE out. :D

3rd, i really loved lotte world. hahas. its a theme park. it was really exciting. fyi- i hate rollercoasters. hahas. i sat on a 'water rollercoaster'. hahas. it was exciting. lotts. loved it. that was extremely fun. but it was scary though. using words to decribe now...

went to sit with my mum, sis and bro. i took the last seat. lol. and my bro took the 1st. hahas. here it goes. i din expect it to be frightening but fun. queued for ages and could not step back. hahas. it started. happy.

it passed though things that were supposingly scary like pirates and monsters. hahas. those sound effects. then, it climbed up. yikes? no. it slid down. woah, i was then afraid. hahas. but it was fun. hahas. my heart was like stuck at the peak of the rollercoaster. and then there was a second one. gulp rites. hahas. my bro was so scared that he hid under the rollercoaster. lol.

the rollercoaster sped down and it was hair-standing. hahas. BUT FUN. :D

played many others such as bumper cars! hahas. well that one was bumpy but funny.

2nd, climbing a mountain is tough, all those steps. so there was a mountain that we nid not climb. it was 600-700m high. lol. so there was a cable car to bring us there. reached there and it was ok at first and then we had to climb up the stairs. it was rocky? hahas. and then close to the peak. tell you, it was super windy, and frezzing. my face nerves pratically died up there. and we took some pics. the peak was duh, colder but din went there cos we could hardly move. hahas. good experience though. :D

and the FIRST!! the ski-ing. woah. that as the best mann! that tour guide rocks. hahas. he was lyk teaching us how to ski and then we were well done. hahas. no falls, if considered accidental. hahas. purposely falls were meant to stop. hahas.

started trg. i couldnt control the speed. i couldnt stop. and guess wad, i was stuck at the bottom of the slope. lol. couldnt get up until i had to take off those ski. hahas. after much comments and changes, i could do the basics of turning and controlling the speed within 2 hours. hahas. my sis and some other friends could too, so.... we decided to go on a higher slope. hahas. probably twice the one we tried. but that wasnt the maximum. woah, panic, cnt control. had to fall. my friend fell and hit someone. the person kinda flew and fell back. he emo-ed and he wasnt seen again. hahas. but the person who got hit was kinda slacking there, as well as the some others so she din noe whr to escape. hahas. so not blamed. a lame guy came. not physically lame but mentally. hahas. asked us to stop bcos we might get injured. that tour guide had confidence in us and we tried again, cos he said that we did well up the other slope. just no panic. true enough, we done pro! hahas. proved that fool right ehhs. :D

it was so fun that we went the next day when we wasnt planned. hahas. snow! cool! :D
well then it was my turn to hit some person. i ski-ed and the person got hit. shud b a singaporean. and he was lyk dun you see us here? well it was lyk my fault so i din really want to argue back. hahas. holiday. but in my head came all those rebuds. :D hated him alot. he wasnt suppose to SIT there either. wads more is that he wore the same rented clothing as i did. :( he sucked. :D the worst is that he threw my ski. he can go and die. but i struggled standing up. so if i stood up well enough, he wud be speachless. anws, there was another girl, probably singaporean helped me stood up. :D she offered her hand and i had to accept. i thanked her ALOT. and she smiled and wnet off. ironic iznt it? extreme different singaporeans. well, we had alot of fun. while ski-ing, there was a ski competition going on. hahas. those came from the mountain top mann. super steep. hahas. they were real pros. hahas.

so this is it! :D

-!SmILeS!- =)

.love.korea.


rock on
x 21:42 x




back from KOREA!! it was fun fun FUN! hahas. its great, awesome. just as it is. esp the tour guide. he rocks. lotts. :D post again about the fun in korea!! :D

-!SmILeS!- =)

ilkorea!


rock on
x 00:59 x

Sunday, December 14, 2008


KOREA! HERE I COME!

tmr's the day!! woohoo!! snow after snow!! :D cold after cold! :D:D contrasting singapore! :p

excited!!! b4 i fly off to SEOUL for 8 days, i shall post smth b4 going off. hahas.

OKK! get u pple updated! no comp thr so... 8 days without me. i know its hard but try alr? hahas. jkjk. well just HAPPY! alrites! flying in ONE DAY'S TIME! after counting down since june... :D

-!SmILeS!- =)

hello, korea!


rock on
x 00:11 x

Monday, December 08, 2008


i've got my new love! :D
ladies and gentlemen,

i present to you....


kristen bell!!!!!!!
she's heroic too! :D lightning... lol.



this is the sweetest pic i got of her! (:


she can posses electricity...! behold!



one fact,
she's 28. hahas. unlike hayden panettiere, 19. :p

-!SmILeS!- =)
kristen bell! (:




rock on
x 03:22 x

Saturday, December 06, 2008


yo people! hahas. i just downloaded 114 heroes novels from the net! hahas. done alr. long process but satisfactory. hahas. thinking whether to print or not. :D

finally. :D

so. today was a day of normal. lol. nth much actually happened but ysd was a special day. as in 05/12/08. hahas

alr. lets start with cycling to pasir ris interchange.

yeah. weng lun, amanda, gwen and i decided to go to orchard road and catch BOLT. the dog. lol. comments, ltr. :D

met up wif amanda as she lived in pasir ris too. well, she reached thr 1st. but i wasnt late. hahas. called her, asked her whr she was. and den she was blocked by a person standing beside me. lol. hahas. that was rather ironic.

met up, mrt to tampines and weng lun came into the scene. hahas. it was lyk some sort of one chance game. we were in the train and weng lun was on the platform of tampines. he lived thr. and when the train came, called each other, ensured that it was the correct train and he entered. lol. amanda saw him. and asked him to turn right, walk straight all the way until the green chairs thr. hahas. saw each other and he was the only one standing. no space alr. hahs. so sacrificed our seats for him and started to chat. and crap. gossiped about to-be-lol-ed people. hahas.

until orchard. gwen reached thr 1st. i duno why am i always behind by 1 but still, on time. hahas. we (weng lun, amanda and i) wanted to look for her and taiko-ly... she was seated down on a bench and we were at that door in front of her. coincidence? dunos. lol. probably. hahas.

ate pepper lunch. until kinda bloated lol. will stella be? mystery. hahas. got teriyaki. hahas. paid for weng lun. :D to replace all those stuff that he treated me. :D

went to lido 1st. took 2 of the extremely long escalator and buckled our belts. hahas. but it was long. lol. finally reached destination, gwen suggested that the ticket booth was a floor up, not sure, just followed and... we went down again. lol. nth thr one. hahas. i went againsts the escalator. hahas. the escalator up, i went down. hahas. fun lehhs. lol.

and i got lost. hahas.

but found again! :D


by gwen from weng lun. hahas.

and finally found the tickets. hahas. get wad i meant? lol

alr. 3 hours of boredom. no plan, no idea, no thinking, but orchard road, wad else to do? shop rites. according to amanda's great theory. lol. going to orchard.

went up and down wheel lock place and went in borders. weng lun and i played those 'lol-ed' songs. e.g. stars are blind by paris hilton. hahas. very funny. volume MAXIMIZED and it was heard. hahas. and played other weird songs. hahas. out of borders, inside marks and spencers. hahas, okk. this was fun alright. too much for words. hahs.

we went in, saw what miss chan bought for us, the sweet. hahas. the 'everlasting sweet' hahas. weng lun bought that. so amanda, gwen and i took each of us smth. hahas. guess wad weng lun paid! :D so we took advantage. hahas. we pratically wanted to buy the whole shop down. hahas. okk. fine, only me. hahas. but duh, he din want. hahas. no advantage taken :( hahas.

thanks !LUN! :D

happily, we went out of marks and spencers. hahas. den gwen pretended nth happened. lol.

so. we went up and down, left and right, back to square one, lido. lol. found a seat of 4 and sat down to crap and chat. hahas. fun though. made all those laughters burst. were bonded. hahas. (:

went to watch bolt after which and i think that the movie is...

tell u again. hahas. catch my next episode! or post! hahas. :D

lazy alr. :D

and tired to type.

though hungry too...

so...

-!SmILeS!- =)
catch my next posting!


rock on
x 23:46 x




heroes season 3! im searching for it and ive found it! well. not long ago. hahas. happy! woohoo!! now i can catch the episodes on the tv. hahas. and.... season 4's gonna come out in 2nd feb 09. i think... hahas. but its gona be aired next year!! cool!! hahas. well bz with saving the world! :p

and i had great fun today with weng lun, amanda and gwen! :D :D

superbark! woof? (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
i love being telekinesis! :)


rock on
x 00:30 x

Wednesday, November 26, 2008


A FRIEND IN NEED IS A FRIEND INDEED

being friends for at least 2 years,
we finally found what friends meant.

those friends in my head right now,
are those i can never forget.

all the things you've done for me,
it's what made you my friend,
i can't bear to leave you,
but i guess i have to.

despite all those conflicts we saw,
we still put that aside,
we forgave each other,
so that we can last our friendship.

i wasn't prepared for what had happened,
but only prepared for happiness.

happiness i will have with you,
happiness i will enjoy,
happiness i won't tear,
happiness in the air.

i will miss you people,
and i will miss the teachers too.

all those motivation,
i really thank all of you.

this might be over,
but get ready for chapter 2,
not only will it be everlasting,
but also fun.

things i never enjoyed,
chapter 2 is written,
written on a piece of paper,
to show that i'm caper.

i might leave,
but not for long,
we'll be together,
and hopefully forever.

all these plans,
are not made by me,
God made it,
so that all of us cannot split.

God has made many promises,
and yet all weren't broken,
this promise that is written,
says that we'll never be bitten.




FOR I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU,
DECLARES THE LORD,
PLANS TO PROSPER YOU AND NOT TO HARM YOU,
PLANS TO GIVE YOU HOPE AND A FUTURE.
-Jeremiah 29:11


-!SmILeS!- =)

promise is made,
watch and see.


rock on
x 19:27 x

Tuesday, November 25, 2008


people. announcement! hahas.

okk. some people might have known that i'm in 3J but no one will see me there. i have been transferred to acs. this is no joke. lol. serious okk. if not bet a dollar if u want. hahas

well. u noe leaving those classmates just hurts.

btw, no one knew that i went for the interview at acs 3 weeks ago and i got back the results 4-5 days ago. i got in but i din want to say it. just sad u noe... lol. okk. anws. acs is all guys. sucks. no girls. abit sian. not flirt but just feel different.

hahas. yeah. tmr, or later at 11, im going to pick my subjects there. hm. yupp thats wad i nida to say. :D

might have party! hahas. last meeting. must come if have! :D :D

ive burnt my vball and the ashes are badminton.

-!SmILeS!-
love 2j'08


rock on
x 01:49 x

Monday, November 24, 2008


well. long not posting. reason being. went to asia conference till very late at night. hahas. you noe its lyk 9-10+ plus when it ended took dinner reached home probably about... hmm... 11? close to 12. possible. hahas. started at 5+. hahas.

okk. slept till 11+ this morning. hahas. or afternoon. :D

asia conference, i din attend all days. only 3/5 days. yupp. lol. abit boring. okk. at times... no offences mann. i loved the miracle service alot!!! many were healed! many many! just shows how powerful and true God is! (: dr. benny. (duno if its doctor but i think so.) dr. benny hinn. he was power mann! lol. preaching about God thrice!! it was a total of lyk 3-4hours! hahas! so long! but praise and worship included. :D

he kept on doing those very scary things lyk making people fall. wa.. i was scared too okk. lol. he went to the first row people and made them fall. i was at the 3rd row then. super duper scary! and then he said dun b scared when he made the WHOLE choir segment fall!!!

he had alot of predictions mann. he's a prophet? is he? im not so sure. well. he predicted that the election of israel will be won by benjamin and will be killed by duno who. lol. and islam? not sure, will be the most powerful state. i duno... lol and den duno about war and stuff lyk that. is so wonderful but afraid you noe. BUT. he got the message that we were afraid. all those in churches will be blessed and we will be laughing when theres trouble! hahas! cool! (:

okk. there were souvenirs at asia conference. many things. hahas. a note pad, pen , sweet, hahas, and so on... (: love them!

well. it was wonderful!! :D

btw, when dr.benny was requesting God for the heal, he mentioned that there will be heat or something lyk electricity flowing your body. okk. i felt it from my lower back onwards. cool! first at the legs and then the back, lower back. i had problems with my back sometimes. and sometimes with my ankle. im not sure if its fully recovered but i did not feel any chronic permanent pain since then. (:

PRAISE THE LORD!!

i just felt his presence while praising him! (:

chapter two...

i created a new maple account for my pirate! hahas. fun with pirate! i was kinda bz with leveling so.. no blogging for a moment till... .hm.. i sian of mapling! (:

and and and... i got jay chou's new album! not bad. his songs. okk. fine. some are loved but some are ignored. hahas. (:

soon. soon. :D


p.s: btw, the previous post was my subject combo from elearn. i cud read what it was so... hahas. posted it! i was sort of fed up then. :p okk. that doesn't matter much.



-!SmILeS!-
to God be the glory! (:


rock on
x 15:02 x

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rock on
x 12:40 x

Monday, November 17, 2008


in case you don't know....

this is my new no.!

97273933!

-!SmILeS!- =)
:D


rock on
x 12:26 x

Saturday, November 15, 2008


okk. i viewed someone's blog and feel lyk composing a poem. lol.

but nahhs. time consuming. too lazy. hahas. next tym! :D

perhaps the next post? :p

check for yourself!


-!SmILeS!- =)
now niites!


rock on
x 01:38 x




okk. im bored. hahas. i noe. haven been posting for LOOONNNGGGG! hahas. too lazy yeah? wake up at 12+, on average DAILY... lol record was lyk 1330 lidat woke up. hahas. cool ehhs. okk bad for health. cos late slp. slp around 3-4 occasionally.

well. nth special actually happen to me. lol. juz that my dad came back from a long trip for KL juz now. :D finally. :D

okk... so ysd, i slpt at 2? was kinda early for me. lol. seriously. and then i woke up shockingly at 10+ mann! i was surprised when i looked at the time! hahas. on the comp whole morning, viewing friendsters and blogs and msn and youtubed bruce lee! he's both funny and good mann! he super zai sia! hahas. den started to feel tired. but nv slp. :D cos went to do a 'research' on heroes. research means find out more. hahas. too many things to rmb in heroes so went to find out. wikpedia! <-- that rocks mann! all info thr oso have. it helped to kill my curiosity! cool ehhs. lol. :D and... i found out more, recap the plot in heroes. heroes abit artistic sia the show. nida watch it more than once to understand (for me lahhs). lol. unless an experience movie goer... lol. okk. so i was so engrossed in heroes and curious that i watched the chapter 'powerless', season 2, last chapter, again. lol. super interesting sia! i mean it! hahas. love it lotts! :p

and hayden panettiere was sooo..... omgosh! :D lovely. hahas.

den b4 that went to youtube to watch the alternate ending of heroes season 2. lol. the unsuccessful heroes. haven watch season 3 yet! :( waiting for disks. :p

yupp so... burned my afternoon on that. was worth while though. (:

well. so. i guess this is it! ohh ya!

this evening, played age of mythology! hahas, fun fun! :D it is mann. go download! hahas. very the fun. strategy game. (:

yupp so dad came back while i was somewhat playing and slowly... but steady. nth! happened. lol. nth much at least. lol. feel lyk going out but duno wif who. lol. 16th nov have 6/5 gathering! so i will be thr! :D

yupp. so this is it!


i still miss those 2J-ians! :)


-!SmILeS!- =)

bed time? guess so! (:
niites!
dreaming of bcoming one of the heroes...
hahas. (:


rock on
x 00:37 x

Saturday, November 08, 2008


yeah!
hahas.


-!SmILeS!- =)
ltr got party! hahas.



rock on
x 17:44 x

Thursday, November 06, 2008


hais... im just feeling.... sad. that 2j's gone. lol. thanks to all those pple wif blog, mentioning all the happy times we had together. all the last one. lyk the last game of daidi. last day. wa lao. so sad sia. :( read gwen's blog, say haf at least one outing together. must have hors!! i might just leave. :( hahas. well. thats another thing. lol. just miss those 2js... :(

the way i feel is the way how you deal


rock on
x 23:39 x




im so.... bored.... lol. hahas. entertain me!! okk. if bored msg me!!!! hahas. im too bored. lol. duno who to msg oso. if duno my number... 91889896! hahas. im so sian until lidat. hahas. well.... bored. :(

tmr free all day. promoting me!!! hahas. msg me hors.! (:

lol. so wad happended today?

nth! lol. juz games. play till sian. hahas. sumore right hand ache. hahas. play until this level. btw, its Wii. hahas. sports. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
MSG ME ARHHS!!! (:


rock on
x 22:58 x

Thursday, October 30, 2008


TO: MY DEAREST AND MOST BELOVED CLASSMATES =)

school days have ended, 2J '08 too.
those times we always crapped,
like no one's business.

remembering somethings,
we'll never ever forget.

things that are beautifully ugly,
such as eleazar's underwear. (lol!)

teasing imran's boobs,
but we're sure we didn't mean it,
its just the fun of these,
we get to be 2J.

those science lessons,
we never listened,
kai xiang, stanely, stella always sleep.

laughing at our form teacher,
we didn't really care,
missing all those times,
is what we actually care.

making old-new trends,
making all the paper planes,
flicking all the cards,
is like what we dare.

having to make history,
of the best worst class there.

the dirtiest class,
we have always bare.

all the scoldings,
we occasionally get.

all the steads in our class,
were all shy shy,
showed nothing,
but those were love.

the silent loves in class,
were known long after it happened.

MERSTAL
mervin has a valuable thing,
valuable thing,
valuable thing,
mervin has a valuable thing,
and it is crystal tan.

PHYXIANG
kai xiang, kai xiang loves phyllis,
phyllis asks him who he loves,
kai xiang says its phyllis tan,
phyllis says diao but still loves him,
kai xiang, kai xiang loves phyllis,
now phyllis also loves kai xiang.

STANLA
stanley stella loves each other,
stella stanley loves one another,
stanely stella loves together...,
stella stanely stays forever.

*KANESE
the incy wincy vinise climbed up the mountain now,
down came the sand and wash the vinise out,
out came the kane and suck up all the sand,
and the incy wincy vinise gave kane a kissed again.

*special case

all those 'clear' descriptions i have stated... (:

in words...
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x 21:58 x

Monday, October 20, 2008


YSD! went to watch high school musical 3's gala premiere. (: its was so touching in the first part! wad's more! vanessa a.k.a gabriella was so weird... lol. though kinda cute. hahas. and zac a.k.a troy was so sweet and loving!!! hahas. i can feel their love there you noe. hahas. got some goodies. one teenage mag and a high school musical notebook. it's special! hard cover with those casts! hahas. love it!

today..... muhahaha! during recess.... muhahaha! fight! :p alrites, now listen to my stand. (:
my class was dismissed and those bunch of 2A's stood at the stairways, closest to the hall, 1st level. act lyk some kind of gang? lol-ish! and they saw me and friends so they wanted a fight.
first thing first. i duno wth they wanted so i din lay a finger on them until.... wait. read on. (: hahas. 

of course walk away cos i din even noe wad they were up to. something about their friend i guess? lol. lyk some kids lidat. they are guys not girls, mayb they are, they nid support to tackle one person of just me? lol-ish rites. hahas. so. anws, walk away.... rites. okk. walk until the fish pond there, the open area. they followed me, unknowingly. stood beside me. this was how it went.

them: you come here
me: dowan lehh. you come lahhs.

they really came. expected.

mark: wad? wad?
me: wad? u ask me go thr for wad?
then i walk away. lol
mark: stop lahh.
me: my leg, i like to walk.
jun kai (the ugly guy): ay. ........my friend.(mark i think?)
then he force me to stop by pulling me.
then i gave him that sian face. hahas.
me: wad?
jun kai: ......my friend.

lol rites. i oso duno. den here comes the climax!!!

mark: *push.
mark: *push again
mark: *push again!
okk i tolerate lorhs. since i nv fall down or wad and it was weak anws so wth rites just relax lorhs.
jun kai: *push oso
mark: *push
me: *buay ta han. held his hand push him lyk siao until he almost laid flat on the grass.
jun kai: *tried punching, with all his might and strength!
me: *dodge- cos wana take mark down.
jun kai: *sian diao. miss. bu gan yuan.
my thought...: lol? 2vs1 the 2 can lose one mehhs? this was how noob they were. and i had an open target for jun kai to hit, he missed, real noob.
mark: *stood up and gave that 'angry face' which i wasn't afraid of
me: in return.... *i gave him that 'no kick' face

after 10s, walk away.
then they started again...?
shout shout shout.
often, the one who loses the arguement comes to threaten with a fight. (psychology)
mark walked briskly towards me. hahas!
i stood there, with my hand supportng my body againsts the wall (that relax manner)
(scene in the corridor)
mark: *push
me: *did nth
mark: *KICK!!!
me: he woke me up. could take it no more *a kick to his thigh! woohoo! i think he kena stunt. lol. hope it hurt! well i didn't hit that hard anyways cos i was unprepared. it was just my reaction (:

after that, i was really prepared to fight as a kick was in it. too bad... :( but they were lucky you see, nv fight with me. sian! my enjoyment almost came but... hais... i can self-defend! but this stupid guy... spoil the whole 

jun kai: *a back stab punch
me: was it a punch?? cos it didn't pretty much hurt. 

no wonder he is in normal tech
back is one of the strongest portion of our body and it won't hurt much. i think his hand got hurt. but jun kai did?? lol. unless you have no choice... he had a choice. i have a head? 

he stood in front of me... woah... scary isnt it? 
gave him that sian look. walk away. 

(scene in the pavement to the canteen)
i remember this arguement
mark + jun kai: !@#$%^&**((*&^%$
me: all you noe on what to say is this. no wonder in normal tech. duno anything else of wad to say all you say is all these. you want you come verses me in studies lahh. (this is a school anws) my maths, science, english, history, literature win you sia (purposely skipped chinese) :D mark came towards me again.
you see when a person loses an arguement, the person tries to change the subject by picking up a fight.
den got alot of pple. in the canteen, just gave him that 'look' and turned away with ting ying's help cos she tried stopping me. 
thanks loads! (:

too bad mr chiang saw wad they did. in the open area where it started or ended... not sure. hahas. went off. i was smart enough to push and kick him (noticed singular? hahas.) without anyone. hahas. they seriously nv use brain one. 

went up to the hall den ting ying came to ask for a report with me so that they kena. lol. now that i noe i can threat them with teachers!! woohoo! if not police lorhs. if very troublesome and chaotic. that will be my last resolution. (: they also cnt do anything much. they all lower sec nia wana act pai kia for wad sia. so act lahhs! 

they are weaker, slower, dumber (lol), useless and a worse reputation than i have so in any case of 1vs 1, im sure to own but in 2vs 1 or 3vs 1, i have gain confidence that i'm more likely to win. too bad they cause too much trouble and gain a bad reputation of themselves. then, i knew that teacher- student reputation was so important. (:

went general office with ting ying, written a statement or report and handed in to mr kwok. after he read, i had to explain everything again so as to see that the report wasn't a lie. and questioned ting ying too. well.... he said,"very good." woah... im more or less to get the victim position. a winning victim. (:

sat in the general office for long and as teachers passed by, they asked me what happened. i said involved in a fight. with those 2As. mark and jun kai. when they were in sight, i just pointed. hahas. 

i have no idea why... they were so shocked that it was them. they give me that impression that they were scary and fierce and not to mess with them. but they were, seriously, from the bottom of my heart, extremely noob, even in a fight. 

even miss yew asked me what happened.
miss yew: wad happen, regent?
miss yew: why are you here? witness? 
me: no.... victim(i sound so pathetic saying that i was a victim, this victim didn't get hurt and i even won the match. hahas. felt lyk saying. lol. lyk so poor thing lidat sia. hahas). 
miss yew: ohhh.... by who? those students there. 
they were there.
she gave me that 'hm...' look and went away.

hahas. seems lyk fighting was very normal in sku... mr kwok was relaxed, so was miss yew. but not the others. and this teacher i din noe asked me if i was ok. lol. i was lyk yeah. with a smile. :D

if they wana revenge, too bad my morale is high high so they cnt beat me when my mental stregth is higher than theirs! 

i really wana fight with them sia. not push. i wana them to get a very hard time with me. proper fighting. 1 vs 1. winner in loser out lorhs. gangbang abit cheating sia... hahas. if gangbang den must tell me who in mahhs. hais. nv stretch oso sia... cnt perform well. lol. okk enough alr. hahas. 

well went home slp and eat and did some tuition hw. 
tmr got tuition! sians! and i will join a group! for the 1st tym in that tuition! gulp! wish me lucks! (:




 









rock on
x 20:19 x

Sunday, October 19, 2008


WELL. BORED. (:

Hayden Panettiere! (:

-!SmILeS!- =)


rock on
x 00:58 x

Thursday, October 16, 2008


good evening pple. hahas. so. how was ur results? mine kinda suckish... :( well. its okk. hahas. 

today sian sian one. go hall listen on and on and then go round classrooms go see the subjects offereed. real lame. hahas. 

this is what i plan to take.
1) English
2) Chinese
3) A Maths
4) E Maths
5) Pure Chemistry
6) Pure Physics
7) Pure Geography
8) Social Studies + Elective History

taadaa! hahas. desired subject combination. hahas. 

btw, i got the other papers back. hahas.
Lit- 56%
Chinese- 47%
History- 65.5%
Home Economics- 27% (good ehhs. hahas)

so. how did you do? hahas.

how did you find Hayden Panettiere? hahas. great hors! hahas. keep admiring. lol. oops. she is 19 this year. hahas. last post mentioned that she was 18. but is actually 19. lol. psps. (:

hais. tmr got tuition... :( :p

wells. shall end here! (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
still on Hayden Panettiere! (:


rock on
x 20:50 x

Tuesday, October 14, 2008


i separated 2 posts for clarity. (: hahas

this post is about...........
MY RESULTS!!! lol.

English- 63.9 for paper, 62 for overall
Maths- 72 for paper, 74 for overall
Science- 80 for paper, 99 for overall

all is true execpt for science overall. hahas. (:

ain't pleased with maths and science. :(  i was rather satisfied wif english though.  hahas. (:

-!SmILeS!- again =)
psst. Hayden Panettiere! hahas. (:


rock on
x 22:37 x




yeah i noe... it has been long not posting rites. hahas. i noe, long, long. lol. somehow engrossed in tv series after the exams. (: go watch heroes! hahas. love it lots. sure u will. :p i had so much time to spend that i watch for 3 days, for about 25 episodes!! woohoo!  okk fine, i watched till midnight. hahas. 

btw, the day just aft exams, i have been playing!!! psp. hahas. u can never guess until wad tym. from 11pm- 7am. hahas. next day no sku mahhs. den i slept till 1. hahas. well, at about 4am- 5.30am, went on the fone wif weng lun. hahas. 

so..., i had my taekwondo grading test just 1 and a half week ago. wanna noe my results? (: i din noe my rank. but confirm top 5 one. the whole nation. cool ehhs! (:
i got a double promotion!!! yeah!! (:which means i got from yellow belt to green belt straight away, instead of yellow to yellow-green. im so.... happy!! hahas. 

hm, 3 days aft the exams, i watched Heroes. i mentioned it, i noe. it was brilliant and superb canns!!!!! i love it! esp that cheerleader, very cute and lovely! (: her name in heroes is 
Claire Bennet, who is actually, Hayden Panettiere. she's prettier than ever. (: sorry girls. hahas. jkjk. 18 years old. 4 years older. :( shattered dreams. hahas. 

wana pic? 


the prepared




the unprepared


pretty iznt it? (: 


figure that out yourself. hahas. i have a better pic of her. 

i love her smile and hair! (:

she looks better with stright hair. (: yupp. 

okk, she din let down her fringe in both pics. she looks outrageously hot, only if that happens. (:


so there you have it, 


♥HAYDEN♥PANETTIERE♥ :D


-!SmILeS!- =)

loveherlotts. hahas.




rock on
x 21:24 x

Wednesday, September 24, 2008


i have no idea why cant i view blogs... including mine. lol. (:


rock on
x 20:30 x

Friday, September 19, 2008


wa. sian sia today! haf  chinese oral exam!! lol. so scary lahhs. but wana get away wif it fast, so many of us got our names top listed. okk. i din. hahas. okk. now allow me to show u how i felt at that very moment......

it was a bright and sunny afternoon. it was seriously bright. hahas. okk. so mervin called my name and gulp! my hands went cold. i was scareded. hahas. sat down to practise my reading and kinda lot of words i din noe. hahas. those were repetitive words i din noe. so majority was known by ME! maybe bout.... 70% of the passage i noe how to read those words. but din no wad it meant. hahas. den mervin told me the first 3 words. yeeha! those were the 'first impression' words. 1st three mahhs.
THANKS ONIK! (:

 okk. now i forgot the words... hahas. pin hai something. lol. tag my board to tell me the ans! okk (: in chinese! hahas. 

okk. so. my turn. big gulp. mervin made a clearer word pronunciation of those 3 words and so... i knew the first paragraph lyk 95% of the words? hahas. so. ya... slowly and graudually, duno alr.. hahas. sians rites. den so ps to the teacher. but i thought that thr were students worse than me. lol. esp vinise. hahas. no offence. lol. 

okk. den my heart beat so fast that i could feel the beat on my chest if u put your hand just 5cm away mann! lol. i could hear my own heart beat. lol. hands colder. started to read...

there it goes. my hand slowly heated back to normal temperature and. (: i think i read kinda softly. :p die...

conversation. woah. the first question. i ans lyk for 30sec or so. den still ask. i sian diao. lol. cos my mentallity was that if i speak alot, she will juz question me lesser. lol. little did i knew that it was actually a standard form of asking the questions. checked with my classmates! (: even the better ones. hahas. and thr was one question that made me stun for erm... 4-5 sec? cos i lied u see. hahas. thats wad oral test are meant to be... make a mask for yourself. hahas. 

cher: 你觉得新加坡的社会对你来说是重要的吗?
me: ehh... 是的。
cher: 那一防面呢?
me: erm...
me: ermm....
me: ermm....
me: tsk. 不知道这么说...
me: *thought hard. but nth came out. juz started a rubbish talk...
me: 好像。。。F1.... 
cher: *hiding her smile. :p
me: *ps!!!!!

lol. duno how sia. super scared lahhs that tym. lol. well. when cher ask if i had anything else to add. i thought of saying no but... 
said: 我觉得知道社会是很重要的, 因为无论如何,社会一定会跟我们有关地。 (:

hahas. sumthing lidat. the meaning is thr ritess. (: yupp.

went off to bball happily. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
studying............ tmr! (:


rock on
x 21:06 x

Saturday, September 13, 2008


lol. duno why today so tired. hahas. slept at 12 last nite. it was not that late. cud haf gone later that nite but had to sleep cos today, i went for my dental checkup0. changed to blue. hahas. another thing. i got my hair cut and its super short. hahas. dun laugh. :p its really short. for my fringe only. lol. its awkward. but okk. (: dun laugh. (:

hais. im so bored and tired but i cnt sleep anymore as i slept for more than 3 hours alr!! hahas. ltr still have to fight mann. 

ysd, was alr expect for home ec. hahas. that one very fun. lol. we had to copy lyk unit 4 which was a super long chpt that i din even complete it despite 1 and a half hour. lol. we were pretty much playing. hahas. very fun!! i wana do that again next week.

miss tan: so... when are u giving me ur file, if not i'll let all of you go into the general office and make phone calls on by one.

first thing. she stated that she would not chase us for the file and she is still. my group dun mind getting zero for home ec anws. cos i think that she doesnt deserve our group file. hahas. :p sencondly, so wad if she allow us to make phone calls. to who? worst situation is my parents lorhs. i can juz sae happily that i think the cher made a hole in the promise. rmb, she promised to give us a zero? and whatever she somewhat call 'threatens' us with. thrs no use. i can also sae that i did not do after that bcos i tout u alr gave us zero and if we did it, wads the point? its still zero. hahas. so she's dumb!!! i ask her make phone calls arhhs. to her mother. 

back to the point...,
we were copying, after about 3 pages, we all sian tiao. talk talk talk. she again, threatened us that if we play again, we will get the PDA. so scary. so she lost.

well that was those days. hahas. my hair!! :( hahas.

-!SmILeS!- =)
judgement nite.


rock on
x 14:38 x

Tuesday, September 09, 2008


today. after sku, went to temasek poly. hahas. for wad? to play ball. hahas. cos 813 under renovation. 

we went there to eat. the first canteen we went was to the food court. closed... :p kai xiang, mervin and i were lyk sian cos we walk for a very long tym alr. hahas. we walked one big round to reach tp cos we din noe wad to do at first. den ask mervin call crystal to ask if they will be in tp or not. the answer was yes. we weren't alone. thats the whole point! 3 pple whr got fun. we din expect those girls follow us but at least they were somewhr in sight. feels better somehow. lol. i haf no relation okk! 

the second food court also closed. we decided to ask the nearest person. the cleaner! he pointed us the direction and taadaaa! it was an eat thr. ordered food, waited for 10-15mins? hahas. so long. den coincidentally, the girls came to the only canteen available in tp. the 2 couples smiled smiled. hahas. 

happy happy den go play bball at the court. hahas. sat dwn, body aching den kai xiang started to pick up the ball. there it goes. shot for a while den 4 temasek pple came up to us and asked for match lorhs. the 3 musketeers tgt with one awkward guy. yupps. won 11-10. hahas. 

went back to our half court and shoot shoot, the girls came UNEXPECTEDLY. kai xiang happy lahhs. lol.  played 3vs3. so lame lorhs. anyhow play one sia. i was kinda proud of my 3-pointer today. quite a number of taiko, sry, skillful shots by me. :p

crystal came for sumone after that. (:

this was the highlight of today. thr it goes
mervin+kai xiang
me+phyllis
=full court match

sian. they won 11-10. hahas. cud haf played till 21 points buden they dowan. :(

and from there, i went home... (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
waiting.


rock on
x 22:25 x

Friday, September 05, 2008


still as sian now... lol. nth to do sia...

 

so. scorer course was okk: so-so nia. not that wonderful. but the wonderful thing was that when the girls were doing the scorer, they were under the hot, schorching sun but we, under the shade. hahas. cool ehhs. (: and all of them sae not fair. but they are fair you see. that was wad i told tiffany. hahas. cos she sae 'not fair'. lol. and but going to church with joshua tay was cool! hahas. 

 

play play play.

 

 

at first, we (lindy, joshua, me) went to joshua's house to eat dinner.sum food i forgot. hahas. and den played xbox till lyk 1915 when we weresuppose to reach the church at 1930, in geylang. lol. late lyk siao. 2000 reach.hahas. we played soccer in the room sia. after everything. hahas. super lame and funny. hahas.

 

went home and now, presently, currently, bored. hahas.

 

it seems that the world's falling apart. in the sense of heartship. i din spell any word wrongly.

 

well. thats all. tired.......... (:

 

-!SmILeS!- =)

sian lahhs....



rock on
x 23:58 x

Wednesday, September 03, 2008


well. scorer course is kinda fun. hahas.

nth to sae alr. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
startingtofallontree


rock on
x 18:58 x

Monday, September 01, 2008


sians. ltr scorer course. hahas. at 3. now duno wad to do. slp oso cnt. ltr over sleep. play oso cnt, ltr tired. hahas. so now comp. duno wad to do. :p

you noe, my scorer course ends at 9pm! cool rites. hahas. but if i dun go scorer course horsw, i'll b trapped at hme doin nth. duno wad to do. tmr den start studying! hahas. today cnt anws. lol. 

rites. so. ysd, i ate chilli crab! nice! my maid cook one lehhs. pro rites. better than that miss tan. that bitch. ohhs and anws, she came to chase after my group file. hahas. den she think pda very threatening. walao juz tell our parents that we haven finish yet lorhs. home ec my parents oso heck care one. nt lyk as if it is a must take subject. 

so. back to the point, chilli crab was great!  den went to eat mooncake and ice cream. yeah i noe its not the season yet... lol. 

the day b4, satuurday, it was sports day? hahas. went for vball, den go bball, den badminton, den cycling, den taekwondo. hahas. my stamina very strong and stable sia. hahas. was kinda happy? that i did so many sports in a day! (: but the day after, shoulder ached. but now okk! (: hahas. okk lame. but happy!

while cycling that day, rain drops were falling on my head. den heck abit den slowly, boom! big rain drops fell on my head! hahas.  so done posting. arm abit aching and feeling weak so cnt type much. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
its raining as heavy..!
cnt change much colour. hand pain! sry! hahas.


rock on
x 13:34 x

Tuesday, August 26, 2008


today, 26th August 2008, adam nv change the date on the whiteboard sia. hahas. it was a rather lo..ng day but fun though. (:

you noe during class. haiya, i forgot what was b4 maths. hahas. okk. but anws, maths, we did testpaper. kinda fun. :p hahas. felt good when i solved those questions. hahas. recess. cme and then +3hrs more! hahas. wa hungry... hungry. hungry very. very hungry. chikapalaxiyaxiya chikapalaxiyaxiya JIA! okk. lol? hahas. crap stuffs. (: long day. den during lifeskills lesson. weng lun and vinise lyk some entertainment station lidat sia. attract the whole group of pple at the back of the classroom. den wan place switch. from weng lun to kane sitting beside vinise. hahas. a dream come true! :p

after sku, stayed back. hahas. studied. or tutored, though i duno how to... lol. den helped joshua pon-ned trg to help me tutor oso. hahas. donna and nicole needed help. the 2 best friends. and that explains why they sit beside each other, duno how to electricity. hahas. okk. and those tutors such as ME. and gwen and joey and joshua were lyk teaching. 4-2. good offer. me, joshua and joey (3 persons) to NICOLE (1 nia...). and gwen to donna. hahas. nicole cute sia. very funny lahhs she! hahas. HOPES she still understand whatever stuffs taught. hahas.

so V=IR. 
we came out with this. Vinise= Is Retarded. hahas. sry. :p

and went to blood or circulatory system. hahas. that was the shorter chapter. hahas. after mr wee walked pass, all of us felt lyk playing cos he mentioned the word 'play' and so... hahas. heart attack. true or dare. and ice and water. wth rites. hahas. joey and gwen the catchers were lyk hahas! gave up. funny funny. (: 

okk. and something about miss tan. NOT RANDOM! joey told us that...
miss tan, "You must wash your hands before you touch my breasts." hahas!!
funny sia! chicken breasts actually. den we were decided to sae, "wash already, we are ready to touch!!" hahas!!! damn funny... and that posture to touch. very LOL! hahas. 

and so we decided to play hide-and-seek. lol. same same. joey and gwen seekers. half way, joey went back home. -.-'' give up sia den gwen solo. but nv. lol. btw. while we were playing ice and water, nicole was stuck in the toilet bcos she was caught in the toilet in the cubicle. hahas. den no one is supposingly to free her but somehow. donna did cos nicole stood outside. :p cheater! hahas. and donna and nicole play until second level. retarded sia. hahas. 

we went in to d.i.c (drop in centre) den joshua chiong to take the foosball. but for the second tym, we weren't allowed. hahas but played 2 goals. lol. 1-1. ahhas. den kena conscilled by uncle roger. hahas. 

and. went home, drizzling but successful though. but it came to hit my realization that it was only drizzling in tampines when it turned into rain at tampines, it was still cloudy at pasir ris, but without any single drop of rain contacting the ground as i saw on the road. hahas. yupp. so it was kinda awkward that the clouds were hanging on till tampines. (: something good that happened?  yeah! 

joshua gt a BETA form today but haven approved yet. lol. mrs toh, his teacher, thought he playing gameboy but... no... handphone. but she still thought it was. hahas. so must pray hard for him that he will not get BETA okk? (: cos nicole was part of the crime scene. hahas. and another thing is that he promised that he willl fast for 1 week if he does not get BETA. so pray hard!! jyjy! hahas. a short form i learnt today!! (: yahoooooo! :p

-!SmILeS!- =)
tmr going morning trg no matter what. so prepare to see me drenched and stink after which. (:


rock on
x 22:48 x

Monday, August 25, 2008


shiok sia today. sku ended at 1215. when its supposingly 1415. yupp. (:

went bball and home and nw posting.

that's all!  toodles. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
hahas.


rock on
x 20:42 x

Sunday, August 24, 2008


ohya and i long to sae this.

MISS TAN YOU SUCK. HOME EC TEACH UNTIL LYK SHIT LIDAT SIA. STUPID SEXIST. 

wa i cook everything and anything hors, she'll oppose one sia. wth lahhs. i do all the procedures correctly hors. and den sae fire too big. FAST MAHHS! cn find fault den sae lahhs. dog sia she. think she drive BMW big lidat. my mum oso drive. you teach home ec suck anws. 

feel lyk arguing with that bitch now sia. she sure lose one. even i were about to die, she'll still lose. you can bet on me! roar! :p oso feel lyk telling her that my maid teach and cook food nicer than hers sia. and even if she ask me to ask her teach me instead of her, i'll rebut and sae "duh, she taught me alr" and if she continues to sae that den why u cook so poorly now? "cos you teach mahhs. suay arhhs" give that into her face mann.

and after my o levels return, i'll go up to her and sae that home ec not even important. i can excel all subjects cos of the missing home ec.

and i think im gona fail home ec this year. so when iget back my report slip, i'll go up to her and show her that i pass everything except  home ec and lit :p and get aces for maths and science and that is bcos i dun care about home ec to ace all these. if nv den nvm lorhs. hahas. but she will surely get it one day. however harsh the punishment is, makes me think of her is lyk making me challenging her. 

last friday. argue with me sae i wana stuff the rubbish into the sink. actually i did. hahas. i wanted to throw out of the window but she looking lahhs. that one i cnt go againsts it. lol. den i was caught stuffing inside the basin from far... BUT. i stand on my side still, raising juz a little of my voice, acting to be furious and said "i was trying to take the ruubbish out wad! stuck inside!" hahas. but my heart was. gulp. hahas. cos i stuff half the rubbish inside only, not all. so sian rites. hahas. some too big to stuff alr sad. hahas.

MISS TAN SUCK CAN LIAOS. (:

lazy to change colour individually. :P

-!SmILeS!- =)



rock on
x 23:04 x




sad... olympics no more liao. :'( after china's record holder of breaking thru the 50 gold medal barrier with 51 gold medals! hahas. pro hors. the next one to watch out is SEA games. (: and den youth olympics. that one than is pro. so young so pro. changed from one world one dream. hahas.

so days and days of staying up late watching for olympics has finally been gone. sadness. miss it so much. as much as i'll miss jade seah. :p hahas. i think only nicole noes about this. hahas. 

and today was rather rainy you noe. i hope tmr no nid to go to courtyard sing and listen. so sian. pledge cann liaos. i think i forgot what is the national pledge in chinese. wells. so long nv sae alr. hahas. 

today's 4 hr tuition was as per normal. except that amanda nv come. hahas. so sian. no one to talk to and crap wif. only the teacher. hahas. after tuition, went to my mummy's car. hahas. and she drove to south bridge road to eat some lunch whr i got carrot cake and mango juice and den fruits. hahas. went to north bridg road to picked up my sis. (: back home after which. 

dinner, planned to have steamboat but... somehow... duno how... no more. had some seafood. uh. wait. take note- at home and its not as classical as it is. its juz some hokkien mee with prawn and so on... hahas. seafood bee hoon and so on... l0l. nv heard b4 one hors. 

i wana cry sia. no more olympics alr!! :'( 

i remember the times i spent with olympics,
all those run,
i had a million question,
all about their lives,
and when i got to the tv,
everything felt right,
i wish olympics was here with me,
tonight.

i remember the days i spent together,
were not enough,
it always boost my adrenaline,
except i wasn't in beijing,
i never knew it would hurt so much,
without 080808.

tonight i've cried and i can't stop now,
i need the athletes hands to come and pick me up,
and every night i miss it,
i will just youtube,
and know that usain bolt is running there, running there,
runninng there for life.

hahas. boredom. :p 

anws i saw miss choo ysd while i was at somewhr. lol. forgot liaos. shocked. and after that i went for foot massage wif my parents while waiting for my bro to end tuition. so shiok sia. hahas. and that was when my mum got her iPhone. hahas. cool sia. internet free lorhs. pro pro. hahas. have hyperlink to youtube sumore. i was given a chance of having that phone but nahhs to me. hahas. (:

well, that was ysd. hahas. 

NOW. ive got nth to do. hahas. c wad i shall do. (:

olympics is... gone! jade seah too you noe! no more her reporting alr. hais. 
from beijing to london. 2012. (: waiting. ahhas. my mum tout 2012 olympics is at south africa. den my sis sae so hot how do sport. hahas. south africa abit sott sott sia. hahas.

and btw, i ve changed game! hahas. 

-!SmILeS!- =)
tmr going morning trg instead of class! :) 




rock on
x 22:20 x

Monday, August 18, 2008


USAIN BOLT IS MADD!!! 
hahas. 
AS WELL AS MICHAEL PHELPS!!!
hahas.
today got new friends.
hazel koh and zoe koh. hahas. meet at bball court one. den mervin suka suka go and play wif them vball. den everybody go play oso. hahas. 

okk. thats all for today. toodles. (:

-!SmILeS!-  =)


rock on
x 21:36 x

Tuesday, August 12, 2008


i noe. abit lag. cos im sian. and lazy. like kai xiang lidat. hahas. dun feel lyk blogging. but, now i am. :p

you noe. i saw clement in the bus where he was squeezing wif all the rest. in the bus. okk. clear cut. he, in the bus squeezing. i, at the bus stop staring. hahas. i din who he was at first when he waved to both mervin and i. abit short-sighted so... after must configuaration, it is clement. hahas. 1H sec one's orientation camp leader. hahas. 

well. got back only one testpaper back.
Science- 22/25 (woohoo! topped the class!)
happy lahhs. 
okk so. thats it i guess. abit tired so... nites! (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
goodnite! yawns regent.


rock on
x 21:29 x

Thursday, August 07, 2008


it have been a rather lo......ng tym i haven been posting ehhs. hahas. cos study mahhs. since thr were lyk common tests on this week. monday and tuesday. yupp so must be guai. lol.

you noe ysd why din i blog though tests were over?
reason being.
WENT FOR HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL'S ICE TOUR! hahas. it was spectacular mann! seriously! it was very nicely and well done! though thr was 2 occasions when they slipped. other than that, it was BRAVA! :p hahas. their dance rocks mann and their songs oso. it lasted for barely 2 hours so... it was kinda  short but they ice skated around for lyk so long!! hahas. 
i noe, the hsm pple are not the original ones. hahas. i noe. 
their skate was so.... graceful! that i wana learn too! hahas. see if i wana post pics or not first. hahas. lazy... :D

common  tests. 
i only got back 2 papers! rite. when thr was lessons for all subjects. teacher lag lahhs.
okk so..
history- 29.5 out of 50 (i noe it sux. hahas.)
maths- 38 out of 40 (i noe it rox. hahas.)
i was really hoping for full marks for maths. but... careless you see. hahas. 
i expected a 33 or so for history. but. you noe. hahas. source based pulled me down the drain...
i got 3 out of 10 for sbq. hahas. i use to be so good at it. hahas. probably the teacher confused me. yeah. but anws. its over. (:

tmr. 
going out for bowling, movie and so... 
so i reported alr arhhs. i CAN go movie with all the people. hahas. 
yupp despite the 2 tuitions. hahas. 
cool ehhs. cos my mum heard my results. for maths. hahas. and history to her was sort of difficult. so she was kinda impressed and taadaa!!!

something i lied to my mum.
i told her i got 30 for history. hahas. sounds better. (:

-!SmILeS!- =)


rock on
x 20:33 x

Thursday, July 31, 2008


hais. common test coming alr. sian sia. esp lit and chinese. hahas. those are the most tiring subjects  of the procedure of the test. :p so sian.

i dun intend to take lit. hahas. and guess wad! mdm wong. lit teacher, came up to me and told me that i can take lit if i want to! (: yeah! which means im qualified. but i dun intend to take. hahas. cos i find it very hard to study and difficult to understand and respond to the questions. well. im sian. 

today's my god-father's bdae! hahas. wished a happy bdae alr! :D cool ehhs. lol. 

im starting to love science. hahas. and starting to love english too. but nv chinese i guess....? :p maths have been my lover and history so sian. every lesson nv fail to copy notes. it doesnt help much yeah. mayb ms choo can just print out most of the points and let us fill in SOME of it.

btw. my sis' tuition teacher bought ice-cream for her! hahas. and she gave it to me. according to her. she wanna lose fats. hahas. i dun really think she will be successful. hahas. shh. (: 

-!SmILeS!- =)
study ltr. (:  


rock on
x 20:57 x

Monday, July 28, 2008


SORE LOSER
turn this loser, 
make it down,
make it feel sian,
that it have no lian.

you might have what you wanted,
but you will not have all.

i have stolen some of your dreams,
and i think it's actually all.

you thought you were the best,
but it ended up a trash.

you can fight through the storms,
but you did not survive them all.

too bad you are,
you just cannot make it.

stop being so bhb,
and start to be humble.

sore losers like you, 
will end up have nothing,
too bad for you it is again,
all i can say is suffer the pain.

all alone,
all by yourself,
your friends will not support you,
i can guarantee you.


THE LAST BIT.
admit defeat. 
don't discriminate. 
sore loser you are. 
lose with pride.

-!SmILeS!- =)


rock on
x 20:35 x

Sunday, July 27, 2008


HAPPY BELATED BDAE, MEREDITH!!
okk this slipped thru my mind. oops! 
sry!


rock on
x 21:06 x




yeah. i noe. it have been for days i haven been blogging bcos i din feel lyk. hahas. 

so u shud noe that im kinda bo liao. nth to do. den i come and blog one. hahas. so. im bored. as usual. no new friends... hahas. so sian lahhs. be my new friend okk? okk. tarded. lol. so.

some things which happened to me erm. these few days? rite... 

grandma's bdae. 
she is presently 70 years old. cool ehhs. hahas. old grandma. lol. grandma shd be old... lol. and my grandpas EVEN older by duno how many years. hahas. 

for taekwondo, nv get double though top 5... :( hahas but nvm. im so going to get a double the next tym. (: yupp. 

woohoo. tmr got rugby match at 813. must come support okk? (: haiya it depends. if our opponents hum ji or not. (: yupp. esp that fatty. :p okk he is really fat. i mean he admitted that. hope he comes tmr. can suan him lyk siao. the others alr except for that fat boy/toodler. (: 

my math trail pple! lets go off at 1540-1545 okk? (: u noe. i got a so called 'match' at 4pm tmr. hahas. yupp. so cya pple tmr! (:

anws.
HAPPY B-DAE LINDY! :D
haf a blessed bdae!! (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
boredom. 


rock on
x 20:49 x

Tuesday, July 22, 2008


okk. i juz felt lyk doing this.

YOU LOSE. LOSE WITH YOUR HEADS LIFTED UP HIGH. DO NOT DISCRIMINATE ANYONE FOR ANY WRONG DOING. DON'T THINK OF YOURSELF TOO HIGHLY AND DON'T THINK THAT WHATEVER YOU DO IS ROGHT. YOU WILL JUST END UP WITH PEOPLE DISLIKING YOU AND BY THE TIME YOU REGRET, ITS TOO LATE. 
TO THIS MESSAGE IT IS, SOMEONE. 
THIS PARTICULAR PERSON.


rock on
x 22:55 x




okk. i haf awkward pple coming to visit my blog. lol. tagging my tag board. shows two things.
1) its popular!! :)
2) i have awkward visitors. lol.

okk. this juz popped into my mind.


rock on
x 22:52 x




today was cool! (: hahas. cos i argued wif a stranger. yeeha! 

that hao lian guy or shud i call boy keep acting. think he very good lidat when he is kana sai. hahas. okk ya. he everything oso worse than me. mayb for his fatness he win lahhs. but for others. loser lahhs. so. played wif this team 7 points when they wanted 11. we had to go. lol. so played until 630. 

in the midst of playing bball. argued lyk crap sia me! fun lorhs! hahas. i win that fat boy in almost everything! he wanted to play rugby. wth sia. lol. i call my vball team down then they die.  uhh... but that fat boy run lyk pig lidat. lol. the last point for us, 6-5. the opponent got the ball. i ran back to snatch the ball. and that fat boy thought he very fast, wanna speed wif me. block me! lol! not even half court crossed, i overtook him lyk sia alr sia. stupid noobist. then i went '几慢一下' which is slow. hahas.

he wanted to play rugby mann. finally can use VIOLENCE! i told him MONDAY, 4.00PM. come and watch and support okk? hahas. jkjk. lol. but anws, i made alot of snatch and steal ball. 

ohhs and anws, do u noe that he asked for a fight?!?! wow! mann sia. wana fight wif me. i shud haf 'xia lan' him even more. hais. but... nahhs. din think of it at that moment. but the next tym i c him, he is gona be so dead. :p mentally. physically too! if wants... (:

-!SmILeS!- =)



rock on
x 22:12 x

Monday, July 21, 2008


so today. bball's the only 'wow' thing.

ysd. steamboat! hahas. wif my mum and dad. and bro. youngest. hahas. okk. anws. ysd was cool, only for the steamboat part. hahas. they even had porridge steamboat. hahas! cool hors. it was rather nice you noe. :p

the day b4. i haven got my taekwondo results until august. hais. but i was being ranked amongst the top 5 in the whole nation. hahas. in taekwondo ya. hahas. cooler yeah! (:

okk so i think this is it. hahas. short and kinda sweet.

okk. mayb i emphasize a little on bball. well. played bball of course. hahas. i shoot from about 1m forward from the half court line and threw wif one hand. scored! :p hahas. abit of taikoness and alot of skills hahas. i threw a bball. hit the board and... sry stanely. hit stella. hahas. she chased me by walking behind me when i was walking too. hahas. den she gave up. after that. stella brought down her vball. i hit stella again. oops. hahas. alr it was a direction switch from crystal. hahas. but of course molla sides diamond rites... (oops) hahas. now. while playing bball. i hit crystal's head... ;p sry! and den played vball. hit crystal's stomach. oops. hahas. sry mervin! today hit 2 pple, twice each. hahas.

SORRY! 

so i think this was the most *ahem, laughable scene i can much think of. hahas. ohhs. and preppering with crystal is about the same as preppering wif mr low. my vball coach. hahas. 

and stella anyhow hit the ball on the ground lyk no one exists. hahas. she prepper lyk preppering wif herself lidat.

shawn koh. fun hors. keep on solo-ing. and nicolas koh.... go play soccer lahhs! lol! anyhow kick ball one sia. :p 

so done! 

-!SmILeS!- =)


rock on
x 21:03 x

Friday, July 18, 2008


dun feel lyk blogging. hahas. tired. tmr haf trg. wif the sec 1s. hahas. i wonder how will my coach look upon me as... (:

-!SmILeS!- =)
goodnite! (:


rock on
x 23:41 x

Thursday, July 17, 2008


ASIA live tour... (: 
him singing. gary cao! hahas. abit blur cos zoom alot. and reason being- sat too far. hahas.
my sis and i and a person behind us... lol. hais. nv c miss chan and bf. hahas!
olden phone. hahas. super old. lol. and expensive sia...
heart-shaped! pretty ehhs. :D hahas.

so this is it! GARY! :p 




rock on
x 21:04 x




today, i thought it wud b kinda boring cos all double period lessons. EXCEPT FOR RECESS. hahas. 

morning, as usual, the first few who stepped into the class played TAI TI (ahem. nicole). yes. and went down, came up. hahas. maths.  interesting. history. fun! taboo! :p english... not bad... fling the teacher (game)! recess. nth much. ahhas. lit. boring. it wud have been more if it wasnt for all the stories told by mdm wong and the gust of wind! :p and lastly... science. alr listen up or read this up mann. we threw paper aeroplanes! hey it was fun sia.! once mdm tan turned around, thr it goes! hahas. turned back. studying science. but... still got caught. hahas. pravin's one super funny. threw up to the ceiling and hit jeremiah's head! hahas. super funny. 

chapel went till 1430 only cos haf oral. gulp? lol. super scary sia. i was frezzing while reading and saying. hahas. but it was okk after it. we, nicole, gwen, weng lun and i, went to meet each other at the dnt thr. played truth or dare. fun. lol. hais, still owe nicole one mosquito. hahas. sians.... lol. 

during oral, while waiting, we were also lyk playing truth or dare sia. lol. super funny. do all knd of funny stuffs and reveal all kind of dirty secrets. hahas. but i think the most worth one was who imran liked. zipped! (:

nicole and i waited for our MUMS. lol. and while waiting, we discovered each others fone. lol. rather lame. hahas. and in the end, we prefered our own fones. lol. 

home. piano lesson. i learnt a new song! linkin park's- what i've done (transformers). hahas. intro only. lol. so am now staring the comp...

another thing. i oso juz knew, today that diamond and pig were on somewhat stead! (: so this is it!



-!SmILeS!- =)
life's.better




rock on
x 20:31 x

Wednesday, July 16, 2008


GOING FOR TUITION AT 2030! SIANS! (:


rock on
x 20:10 x

Tuesday, July 15, 2008


today was cool mann. hahas. i love crystal's poker cards! hahas. and WORD SEARCH! i did a puzzule! ;p good hors. hahas. 

so... in the morning, all those early birds assembled at gwen's table cos crytal decided to turn around 180° so... ya. hahas. all of us had to meet thr as we wanted to play poker you noe. hahas. so sry nicole, i juz exposed what we were playing. hahas. we played and i nv win... :( hahas. and natalie always wins... :( 
:) for her. hahas. 

went for the boring and usual assembly. after we came back from assembly, we were lyk sians it was art and we had the 'most understanding teacher who ever lived' ya. miss goh! *claps!!!! okk so. she brought us to comp lab for crap. weng lun and i were playing and visiting pple's blog. :p yeah. cos adobe shopping was boring and tough. hahas.